[ Sunday, March 26, 2006 ]
a mother burying her daughtera husband burying his wife
a son burying his mother
i dont think i can do this anymore.
and I'll take with me the memories
to be my sunshine after the rain
it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
to be my sunshine after the rain
it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
i miss you so much already and i still cannot believe you are gone. goodbye for now cik jijah, i hope you are in a better place now.
in other news i passed my modules and my attachment starts tomorrow.
and this blog is on a hiatus. see you folks soon.
soma coma [11:22:00 PM]
[ Wednesday, March 15, 2006 ]
a woman with a dick and a king with boobies.
today, singapore. tomorrow, the world!
soma coma [11:53:00 PM]
[ Sunday, March 12, 2006 ]
i found my new favourite picture.
i would love to see them this carefree again.
i would love to see them this carefree again.
my mom bought another bottle of green tea and mrs fields' soft cookies (cos i hate famous amos) so god bless her. my dad rented dvds from video ezy for me so now i can stop relying on cable so god bless him. life is confusing when your parents are not the enemy.
im feeling better too. this whole ordeal isnt so bad i guess, the only thing that really took a blow was my vanity. other than that, nyeh. it's alright. at least after this i dont have to worry bout getting it again. and my mom is still giving me my allowance so im kinda looking forward to spending all of it.
my dad got a new phone and his ring tone is bep's pump it. groovy.
soma coma [11:58:00 PM]
[ Thursday, March 09, 2006 ]
with just my pathetic resume and a phone interview (which i did lying down cos i was 70% weak and 100%lazy) i got my placement for my attachment program. 5 months at freeflow productions, this better not suck.i miss a lot of things, even though school was hell. i miss waking up and dreading leaving the house. i miss taking NEL then changing trains at outram then dropping at dover and taking a cab to school. i miss nle lessons with mr kam who perhaps has a brilliant sense of humor but we'll never really know cos he's so quiet. i miss my groupmates who are 10X better than i thought they would be. i miss shukor who smirks at me and huda. i miss making fun of random ppl, like that guy with the really small head, or that girl with the thick phony sounding accent. i miss eating snake in between classes. i miss going to classes then end up not doing anything at all (which resulted in last minute work which resulted to NO SLEEP in the end). i miss dumb questions like 'SIM or Galileo?' or '8th or 9th?'. its these things that kept me going, honestly.
i also miss al ameen!
my mom bought 2 huge bottles of green tea. only huda can understand how happy that made me.
soma coma [11:14:00 PM]
[ Tuesday, March 07, 2006 ]
wow life sucks so bad right now. there i was thinking, maybe (just maybe) i can catch a break during my semester holidays but here i am, stuck at home, my entire body covered in spots (even the weirdest places like inside my ear). i cant work for the next 2 weeks so bye-bye income. i cant go out for the next 2 weeks so bye-bye social life. and just when i thought hey, can this get any worst, i got a call to go for an interview at this production house for my internship and I CANNOT GO. so thats probably going down the drain, im probably gonna get someplace really sucky.grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!
soma coma [9:03:00 PM]
[ Monday, March 06, 2006 ]
it's 10 in the morning and i just came back from the docs and its official. this 20yr old is having chicken pox. im under a sort of house arrest for the next 2 weeks so as to make me recover faster and also not to spread the virus. all i can say is, hey people who were watching final destination 3 on saturday at gv marina at 4pm.............. SELAMAT!!!im watching the oscars as i type this cos there is seriously nothing else to watch and i am secretly hoping that Crash would kick Munich's and Brokeback's ass. my scalp is itching so badly!!!
"minum air kelapa, abeh jangan makan kicap tau!" - my grandma
"dont scratch!" - rozi & huda & kham & amalina
"dont eat food with artificial colouring ok" - my mom
"i will send you food but dont infect me" - nabillah aka sidekick
"use dry shampoo for your hair!" - my manager
people around me are quirky. i like that.
anyhow, guess who i saw at the clinic?
why, if it isnt jack nicholson's long lost cheena twin. i know what you guys must be thinking. which one is the real mr nicholson right? well, ill save y'all the trouble. its the one on the right.
lots of ramblings coming soon. im stuck here for another 325hours.
//edit// jack nicholson just presented an award and that made the above situation a whole lot funnier to me. also, i am covered in calamine lotion.
soma coma [10:01:00 AM]
[ Sunday, March 05, 2006 ]
so the answer to why for the past week i have been suffering migraines, why my body is aching everwhere, why i have on and off fever, why ive been having funny eating habits.I HAVE CHICKEN POX.
LIFE AS I KNOW IT IS OVER.
soma coma [11:56:00 PM] there is something wrong with me. im sick again, fever + severe migraine + severe backache. on friday i was in school and in so much pain that i went to the toilet, cried buckets and called my mom and cried even more. i was convinced i was going to die, the pain was getting unbearable. then my mom got hysterical which made me calm down a bit and i hung up, sat on the toilet seat for ages. the pounding in my head stopped for a while, so did the backache. since friday was the LAST LAST LAST day of school for this semester, huda and i decided to end it with a bang. we.....went to the library and watched Aladdin! it was great although my back was aching again and i had to change my sitting positions like 53 times throughout the movie. huda is my best poly friend ever.
today i turned on my tv and saw that Moulin Rouge was playing which made me smirk and turn off my tv. so, whats up with me not understanding the hype and popularity of some less-than-deserving movies? i remember watching Moulin Rouge at lido and i was actually looking forward for the movie to end cos i was dead bored. then when i got back to school, ppl were talking bout how great the movie was and i was thinking to myself "damn did i watch a different movie" cos i could not, for the life of me, understand why ppl would rave over such a boring movie. "the songs very nice hor!!" says a classmate. "the dancing very nice hor!!" says another. "the plot very nice hor!!" says a retard. and in my head im thinking "people are idiots!". This whole experience has happened a few more times in my sorry life, like Romeo & Juliet(who was directed by the same guy from Moulin Rouge. go figure.), Amelie, the whole freaking Lord Of The Rings trilogy and most recently Brokeback Mountain. these movies are very forgettable to me, like after i watched Brokeback, the only thing i remembered was the extremely tacky line "i wish i knew how to quit you" or smt equally retarded. These films that i listed are not necessarily bad of course, but i just want to understand the hype surrounding them since i feel like they do not have enough substance to back it up.
wow okay enough of my rants, i will now attempt to clean my room.
soma coma [8:37:00 PM]
[ Thursday, March 02, 2006 ]
honestly, these migraines are getting pretty ridiculous.soma coma [10:00:00 PM]
