[ Monday, March 28, 2005 ]
whatever makes you happywhatever you want
you're so fucking special
i wish i was special
but i'm a creep
i'm a weirdo
what the hell am i doing here
i don't belong here
i don't belong here
soma coma [11:10:00 PM]
[ Tuesday, March 22, 2005 ]
well well well.it seems that i've rubbed somebody the wrong way. i have no problems with people disagreeing with what i say, but i do feel this strong urge to explain myself and why i know i am correct.
people hate being judged, that is true. but judging someone is something that no one can ignore. can you honestly say you have never judged someone you do not know by their looks/race/blogs/whatever? and if you say yes then you must be a pretty bad liar because the correct answer to that question is no. i think people who say 'oh never judge a book by its cover' are confused and kidding themselves. this is my own opinion of course, i dont expect anybody to agree and i really dont care if anybody disagrees either. i understand that we are different people with different idealogies blah blah blah.
anyways, weird, i didnt expect anybody, except for what few friends i have, would be reading this page.
anyhow, i went to spolight to get some buttons yesterday with kham and i think the next time i go there i shall go alone because i am a nuisance. i can walk around the place 5 times and not notice it because i am forgetful and indecisive. we had fun though, i think.
my gigi not like in real life that i swear
today i had to go to school to complete my last webcg project which is to create a bathroom scene in SoftImage. kham came over and when i was done we went to toa payoh, the 2nd most old school place in spore, next to bedok. after late lunch/early dinner we played pool. most embarrasing 1 hour ever. from taking the wrong sticks to not hitting the white ball at all to hitting the overhead lights with the sticks. but it was fun fun fun! must do it again. cheap entertainment is love.
the holidays be spent;
working
watching Oprah
meeting up with friends (friends are also love)
earning money then spending all of it in a day
sewing bags
sleeping
being coooooool
we all have a little bit of Nippon-ism in us.
soma coma [11:54:00 PM]
[ Sunday, March 20, 2005 ]
1 audio practical test1 photography written test
1 webcg project
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am happy.
my sidekick came back from medan/aceh 2 days ago. yesterday we had fish&co for dinner and then walked around town and esplanade for a bit. suddenly i remember why ive been avoiding local gigs. i am now poor and disgruntled but i am happy.
i am in denial about my weight issues.
my camera is fucked.
we can out-blow you.
i hate it when;
people stand when are seats in buses/trains.
people climb up escalators. hey fuckers the stairs are to your right.
my mother cleans my room. i get really paranoid.
i hear/read bout girls who are fucking sure other girls are after their boyfriend. shut up.
i zone out and accidentally end at staring at people who, after being stared at, think to themselves "shit i must be really hot". i should stop doing that because ego is power and power is overrated.
people are stupid.
ah sohs are trying to board the bus and they ask the driver 798087 qns then end up not taking the bus. stop wasting my time your tacky hair salons are at the void deck!
ah sohs talk really loudly to each other, in dialect, on the bus or anywhere else for that matter.
people who just tap their whole bag at the ezlink place thingy. especially when the sensor beeps really loudly and then they end up rubbing their whole bag on the ezlink place thingy. why is everything wasting my time!!
i get angsty over ah sohs.
i hate a lot more things lah but i have issues so leave me alone.
oh, and if you dont want people to judge you from your blog, then here's an idea. dont fucking blog. dont fucking complain when people, who care about you, try to help fix your fucked up life. geez.
being poor sucks.
p.s. best print ad ever.
soma coma [11:11:00 PM]
[ Friday, March 18, 2005 ]
the worst is over.excuse me while i sleep the next 2 days away.
soma coma [11:40:00 PM]
[ Wednesday, March 16, 2005 ]
the reason for my temporary dissapearance is this;
i kid, i kid. busy busy busy with school (which is ending in a week [!!!!]) a proper update when i stop being a zombie.
soma coma [9:45:00 PM]
[ Saturday, March 05, 2005 ]
i dont think i will ever learn that not studying for a test has its consequences, such as staring blankly into space in the span of 2 hours, drawing superheroes on question paper, having a pretty empty answer sheet and oh yes, the most important one; failing. i blame it on television.monday was a superlong day. after lectures and group meetings, went to seoul garden with my classmates.
after almost 2 hours of eating and gossiping(more of the latter actually) i went home and they went to Plaza Sing. where they saw jon jonsson. gaaaaah. what made me go home ahhhh. i could have been drooling over a hunk but nooooo i chose to go home.
(fyi jon jonsson is that manhunt dude. hot as sambal belacan)
will forever kick self mentally for going home.
i cant really remember what happened from tuesday to thursday actually, i have pretty bad memory for inconvenient topics like school and such. friday after school i met my mom at causeway point for coffee. woodlands is as weird as tampines, always so crowded and people dashing about in mad rush. after that i went to my aunts place at choa chu kang to teach tuition and i ended up sleeping over. studied for a bit after that for my social psychology test which was today but i slept after 35minutes of 'studying'. told myself that i will wake up early to study. set alarm at 7am.
woke up at 8.45am instead. cursing while showering and cursing even louder when i realised my aunts dryer had basically ripped my cardigan into pieces. okay that was a lie, but there was a huge tear near the sleeve. instead of cramming information, i sat down and tried to sew it back. after sewing i looked at the clock, screamed because it was 9.35 and my test was at 10am. like a mad woman i put on my clothes, packed my stuff and ran downstairs to flag a cab. groaned when i realised that there were 4 other people waiting for a cab. called for a cab and thankfully it came 5 minutes later. looked at watch. 9.48am. 'i can make it' i keep telling myself.
at 10.07 i was stuck in a traffic jam at upper bukit timah road. now, who would have thought that was going to happen.
the test itself was depressing.
after that i went to my granny's place before meeting kham to get a gift. had dinner first cos we were famished.
everywhere else was packed so we went to anatolia's. cute waiter.
kham wanted to get a watch for her aunt so we went to lucky plaza. it was nuts because half of the place was closed already even though it was only 8.30pm. thankfully one shop was open and she managed to get a cute ladies watch.
we are happy.
so in my opinion, the super big gulp from 7-11 is one of the best things to happen to mankind. what's yours?
soma coma [11:24:00 PM]
