[ Wednesday, January 26, 2005 ]

 

hello dearest helpless. despite having a handicapped finger and frizzy poodle hair i have pushed aside all suicidal thoughts and tried to remain positive. always look on the bright side of life they say. am currently enjoying a 2 week break but it is almost impossible to enjoy anything when one is broke so tomorrow is a day of liberation, for tomorrow is pay day.

so today i woke up early to catch the sea inside with ain. very moving show. am mighty pissed that bad education is rated R. singapore censorship is fucked. they show breasts on mtv but films with 'mature themes' are actually censored. give me a fucking break.

photos from whenever.

AUDIO TECH PRACTISE
we were supposed to practise for our practical test but naturally that didnt happen.



btw this room is reportedly haunted.

TYPICAL SATURDAY(1)
we went to watch shall we dance and hung around town.




TYPICAL SATURDAY(2)
yati and ain came to my school for the open house shite. then we went to town to watch alfie [dont bother watching] and also....... we went to see the lions outside taka. shuddup okay baihaki khaisan is hot.



how cute is he? honestly he looks alienish but a very very hot alien.

RANDOM

the proper way to eat ice cream.

ain, this is for you, you skank. btw you suck at life and all that jazz.

and also this;

i am actually a hip hopper in denial. come ah dont shy shy. 3 for 1 dollar only.



soma coma [11:11:00 PM]

[ Thursday, January 20, 2005 ]

 

so i cut, no sliced, my finger a few days back.

i amaze myself sometimes.


soma coma [9:58:00 PM]

[ Tuesday, January 18, 2005 ]

 

hey you. here's a piece of advise.

if you're gonna fucking lie to me make sure i dont find out. deal?

ok thanks.


soma coma [10:09:00 PM]

[ Thursday, January 13, 2005 ]

 

also on the topic of randomness

was i the only freak who watched gormenghast?


soma coma [11:48:00 PM]

 

my first major assignment for my written communications module and naturally i had to fuck it up. essay outlines + thesis statements + citations and references = icantbefuckingbothered. im kind of disappointed with myself for not giving the assignment much effort and im gonna feel arsed when my classmates get better grades than me just because they did 'research and put in more work' because i know i can do so much better. gaaah too late now gaaah am such an asshole gaaah die die die.

i forgot to thank 2 ppl in my previous post. amalina for giving me a huge card with a sketch of some red indian ck model which she drew herself[which i will wank to every night hahaha I KID I KID.] and also kham who made my dream of having a james dean shrine come true [i will also wank to that every night this one i not kidding hor.] i love you people =]

ok ok enough of the mushy stuff i will now post some random pictures from the past week.


piracy. so hot right now.

mee rebus from inspirasi. $1.50 for a taste of heaven [eh that sounded so tacky]but it is indeed delicious

these are some pictures from my photog assignment. taken with nikonf55.





and finally some child porn



my cousin jaidaa. she's coming to singapore soon. i think she'll be like "oy! who the fuck are these dark people then?"

i hate the phrase 'all walks of life'. it's almost as bad as 'free size' and 'one size fits all'. aper merepek ni.

which came first the chicken or the egg? which comes first the bestfriend or the boyfriend?





soma coma [11:11:00 PM]

[ Sunday, January 09, 2005 ]

 

i am so tired and sleep-deprived its not even funny anymore.

so im 19 now [oh the horror!]. thanks to everyone who remembered or gave a shit. happyhappyhappy because i got an iPod from my parents. happyhappyhappy because my godmother gave me the red adidas watch. happyhappyhappy because relatives made me temporarily richer. happyhappyhappy because it was a great day even though i had to complete my photography assignment.


me nabillah and balqis had lunch at pizza hut. gluttons.

our ages combined are 52

fairuz [cousin] joined us later. she's turning 19 on the 14th. old!

this picture was automatically resized and i dont know why and its driving me nuts


then nurul joined us

obligatory toilet shot of course. another example of my camera's 'on-crack'ness

i am supposed to appreciate things more this year and i find that impossible [so much for resolutions]. i inherited my father's patience, or should i say impatience, and my mother's temper. i get annoyed and angry at the littlest and most trival of things. i think way too much and i get suspicious and paranoid easily. i dont forgive and i most certainly dont forget. you can say i am a typical teenager and/or singaporean. i hate everything but i hate myself more.

and that's it for this week's emo/angsty moment. until next time.




soma coma [10:50:00 PM]

[ Tuesday, January 04, 2005 ]

 

it's my party and i'll cry if i want to
cry if i want to
cry if i want to

you would cry to if it happened to you

soma coma [11:11:00 PM]