[ Saturday, November 27, 2004 ]
the cold sore's gone, leaving a scar on my upper lip. technically the lips are part of the face so im kinda like scarface and that is the coolest thing ever.
kham and me have decided to go explore singapore [like it's hard]. we watched
Birth that day. i think they should change the title to
Birth: Spot the 10 different times where the boom mike makes a guest appearance! i mean, i dont know maybe being a film student makes me overanalyze movies but 10 times?! i'm sure it wasnt like the movie was shot on a tight budget, what with nicole kidman in the starring role. tsk tsk. overall, kinda disapointing.
we went to holland village after that and it was also disappointing cos most of the shops were closed/closing. we came, we saw and we ate. then we left.
yesterday me and the bapok posse plus hononary members ashila, suriah and balqis went raya-ing. it was fun. i must weigh like what, 300 kilos now. not good.
today, i went to watch
bridget jones with kham and balqis. oh colin firth. please divorce whoever you're married with and marry me. ill promise to be a good wife. anyways the movie was okay lah, funny and like most movies, not likely to happen in real life. then we went to salvation army and that was pretty boring because there werent much stuff, except for the shoes. there was this one particular pair of heels that i almost bought. it was a beauty, it was kinda too good to be true but i didnt buy it because... dude! me in heels? raya-ing in them is bad enough thank you. then we went back to town because we were sleepy [i know that didnt make sense] we ate at sakura.
yes, my face is
that round. it's even rounder in real life *gasps*
and also i present you...
ok im just gonna go ahead and say it. i wish i had smaller boobs and i can't for the life of me understand why people want big boobs.
oprah totally stole my hair, that skank.
soma coma [1:10:00 AM]
[ Monday, November 22, 2004 ]
one week after raya and the cold sore on my lips is getting worse. im telling people i was in a fight and they actually believe me [haahaa!]. raya-ing with my bapok posse on thursday and then with my sec school friends next monday and i cannot wait. some pictures from the past week;
mak bedah haahaa. bought the feather boa for like 2 bucks. j lo ass not included.
dont judge me by my bedsheets
michael jackson moment
dancing like a robot. so hot right now.
balqis's hot moment
my mom was pissed because i didnt want to put on any bling2. earrings also ain gave me eons ago.
yesterday me,bal,nabillah and kak ameen went for a sort of movie marathon. without a paddle and shutter. the former was free cos it was some sort of monthly family day thing at my workplace. shutter was bad because i am a coward so throughout the movie i was mostly just reading the subtitles with my hands covering my face. lunch was great though.
we actually got a 10% discount from swensens cos there was a baby cockroach on the wall beside us that nabillah murdered [god bless her]. we should have gotten more dammit!
in other non-related issues...,
and also.......... school starts in exactly 2 weeks. my timetable is so boring leh.
soma coma [11:11:00 PM]
[ Tuesday, November 16, 2004 ]
my dad, when he looks at me, he doesnt see me. he sees the girl i was many years ago, the girl he thinks i still am. he loves me but i know he'd rather i stay in the background not doing anything, not saying anything, sort of like a trophy child. he loves me but he prefers having a son. he loves me but i think he loves soccer more.
my mom, she's got a little more spunk. she loves me but i know it would make her happier if i was smarter, thinner, prettier. a little more perfect, a little less me. a girly girl, a filial daughter, a good muslim.
hi, my name is nadia. im not real. nothing is. except for the cold sores on my lips.
soma coma [11:10:00 PM]
[ Thursday, November 11, 2004 ]
so. a few nights ago i was queueing up at 7-11 and it was a bloody long line and this bangla in front of me kept turning around to look at my boobs. i was too tired to do anything except to stare at his face with a 'fuck you you motherfucker' glare. that didnt help much either. anyway, when it came to his turn to pay, he placed his stuff on the counter and i saw that it was 2
HUGE boxes of condoms. [ahahhahaha] it was really funny and the cashier and i exchanged this look of 'ooooookaaayyyy.' and i turned around to tell this to balqis but of course she missed everything.
2 huge boxes. it seriously never occured to me that while they always seem to be staring at the female species, they were also getting some.
moving on it was yasmin's birthday last week and she gave us[me nurul and kham] a treat at fish&co yesterday
hooray for seafood platters!
yasmin's the one beside kham. we were in the same lecture group back when i was in TP
me and my friends have a thing for toilets
i also like to play with people's hair
remember when i said i found old photos in my last post?
check out my pants. dudeee.
today at my workplace i was walking around minding my own business when i saw a bra strap on the floor. one lonesome strap from an old fashioned bra. why oh why would there be ONE [or any] bra straps on the floor on a cinema?
look what i found
johnny johnny johnny.
its funny how the phrase
once bitten twice shy is rarely taken seriously. making the same bloody mistake more than once is stupid especially with situations where you use basic common sense. you know what im talking about dont you? i dont either.
soma coma [11:11:00 PM]
[ Saturday, November 06, 2004 ]
what i've done this past 10 days;
*spent 200 bucks in 2 seperate trips to Ikea
*gone to geylang 3 more times[against my better judgement], once with my beloved bapok posse
*stealing stuff from my workplace
*attempted to sew some cloth that i got with ain eons ago at spotlight onto this huge tote bag my aunt gave me. results=negative
*managed to trick my mom into buying me shoes during her jb trip
*found old photos of self from primary school [absolute kentalness]
*had a mafia movie marathon on my laptop [scarface, goodfellas, godfather 2 and donnie brasco]
*wished i was italian after said movie marathon
*cursed 4 taxi drivers [dont try to cheat my money fuckers im a veteran.]
*realised that i might have to repeat location sound production and i really dont want to.
*people suck.
pictures from geylang
i like the lighting in this one
i think my dad used to have this kind of hair. kinky
kittens from the playground at joo chiat. does anybody remember that place? i used to go there a lot as a kid. something bout making passports? heck if i remember.
congratulations, btw, to america. you get to have this guy be your president. again.
kudos. just when i thought the world couldnt get any more fucked up.
i wanna learn how to use the drill.
soma coma [1:36:00 AM]