[ Saturday, January 31, 2004 ]

 

i just ordered my dad to kill the baby lizard that was seeking refuge on my wall. it's in heaven now, i think.

the past few days has been very busy for me. so many goddamned project reports due next week. i'm closer to my friends' classmates than my own. but it's as much my fault as theirs i guess. it's okay cos there's only 3 more months of school. yeay!

today i woke up at 11 to find my parents gone. nabillah asked me to follow her go buy a top at suntec and i said fine. she came over and we waited for my parents to return cos i didnt have any cash. then we went to have lunch at long john's. and she bought a top from topshop because she can afford it! *sighs* it must be fun to actually have money.

at 7 i met up with naz and nurul. it was fun! maybe because we havent been out together [properly anyway] for like a year? had dinner at lucky plaza then played pool. the last tiem i played pool was in june last year. i sucked then and i suck now. i must be the worst player ever. naz and nurul was like coaxing me to play saying 'we suck too!'[they didnt, really.] and then when i finally did play, they must have regretted it. cos i really do suck. but i shall practise cos i wanna beat those bitches! well.

tomorrow shall be a long day, i think. to choa chu kang, then to yishun for a marathon karaoke session. will probably be back at 3 in the morning. gaaaaaaaaah.


the asian guy from american idol 3! [she bangs she bangs!]


soma coma [11:47:00 PM]

[ Tuesday, January 27, 2004 ]

 

man was i fucking suprised just now when i went to buy a birthday card for my mom. cards that cost ten bucks or more?!?!? since when did that happen? i ended up spending 8 bucks on her card. i got her a lovely brooch at taka for 40 bucks. i'm pretty much broke for the rest of the bloody week.

'hamster aku lari rumah!'

went to town yesterday with kham, balqis and shikin. good times. shikin knows kham so it wasnt akward. not too much anyway. i put on a bloody sweater thinking it was going to rain. but no. the whole time i was out the sun was there. and then i go home, bathe and lo and behold! it started to rain! now who would have thought THAT was going to happen?!

am having a bitch of a headache. skipped accounts tutorial just now for a long, long nap, waking up 8 pm, but only because my mom was shouting for me to have my dinner.

i have something so embarrasing to admit. i downloaded 'baby boy' and it's stuck in my head. goddamit!


i have been waiting for tomorrow for almost 4 years.


soma coma [10:20:00 PM]

[ Saturday, January 24, 2004 ]

 

MNG jackets that costs 70 bucks makes me and Naddy sad. very sad indeed.

met nad for lunch at komala's. made our way to orchard to look for a present for my mom. saw a very nice brooch that costs 36 bucks. will get that on Monday. nad was looking for eyeshadow and i was looking for jackets and aviator glasses. nad got her eyeshadow and i got a Doors cd. that's about it.

oh, plus the fact that it's raining like nobody's business. rainy days make me really lethargic for obvious reasons.

i read somewhere that a women is at her sexual prime when she's in her forties. no fucking wonder ashton is going out with demi.


soma coma [10:08:00 PM]

[ Friday, January 23, 2004 ]

 

wow i am becoming a Law & Order fan man. being the tv junkie that i am, i watch that show like 4 times a week. maybe i just need to get a life.

anyhow, just now [well, yesterday technically since it is already past midnight] me and kham went to nurul's place for her brother's engagement ceremony. well, actually we went for the free food but hey, nobody got to know. kham was blur-rer than usual because she wasnt wearing her glasses. like going into nurul's brother's room thinking it was the kitchen. man i'm laughing as i type this. anyway, we chilled in nurul's room taking pictures with her cousin's camera and eating way too much cake. but it was fun.

watched american idol 3 just now and man are americans fucking tone-deaf or what. why do they put up with this bullshit? and whats funnier is when friends of rejected contestants are like 'the judges are stupid' or 'they dont know talent'. there is a fine line between being loyal and being deaf. get hearing aids, bitches!

ok back to tv.



soma coma [12:30:00 AM]

[ Tuesday, January 20, 2004 ]

 

PICTURES!!

from saturday

nabillah trying on her new belt. the auntie from the shop didn't punch the holes properly, that damned fucker.


my 'i'm pissed at the world' face


[from right] fadilah, kham, nurul and nabillah


a second after i took this picture, the dumb librarian scolded us for taking pictures inside the library


but because i dont give a shit, i took this picture right after that, in front of her. she looked like she was gonna cry. haahaa


random

me and kham had nowhere to go while waiting fro nurul in school so we hung out at the staircases and took pictures. you can see the ugliness of my hair. dammit.


nurul said she wanted to look serious. this is as serious as she can get.


we went to spotlight and made fools of ourselves


nurul took this picture and she was freaked out. haahaa


she looks like a milkmaid here, i think.


i got a pair of cute mary-jane-like sandals! nurul also got a pair! i dont know why i'm using a lot of exclamation marks!

my neighbour said hi to me just now. he wasn't wearing his dentures and i almost burst out laughing. i dont think i have any sensitivity at all.


soma coma [9:29:00 PM]

[ Sunday, January 18, 2004 ]

 

i am happy because tomorrow is the only day of school for the whole of next week. with chinese new year, and what not. yee haw!

saturday was spent shopping or rather follow nabillah go shopping. she bought a belt at penin for 20 bucks. the original price was 50 bucks. so you can bet your ass we bargained like crazy. i kinda felt proud of myself because of it. shut up i dont do this often.

and then we went to join kham, nurul and kham's friend fadilah to watch a play at esplanade library. by a malay theather group called teater ekamatra. it was refreshing to see that not all malays are wasted youths, namely mats and minahs. very nice indeed.

then we went to far east plaza. man. remind me never to go there on weekends. fucking crowded with people. gah. wanted to buy some accesories for the fun of it. but me being the super choosy ass that i am, i didn't get anything. then left to go to choa chu kang to have a seafood dinner with the family. slept at my auntie's place. blah blah blah.

21 grams is R(A). goddammit. i've been waiting to watch that movie since forever. i wanna watch big fish and mystic river and goodbye lenin and the company and the last samurai and.. you get the hint. i hope i have sufficient cash. mothership turns 42 in ten days. funds will be dangerously low.

people. please leave tips on how to make hair grow longer, faster. i still hate my hair.


soma coma [10:21:00 PM]

[ Thursday, January 15, 2004 ]

 

you know how some chinese people talk in plural form? like every other word they say, they unknowingly[or otherwise] add 's' to them? yeah. its pretty funny isnt it.

i need to go to manhattan, new york and convince a man to marry me. yup. i've found my calling in life. stalking. should be an easy thing to do.

i.am.sleepy.now.


soma coma [9:45:00 PM]

[ Wednesday, January 14, 2004 ]

 

i need to go somewhere that is not school and not tampines. especially not tampines.

class is so boring now. conversations in chinese going on around me. i am so quiet it's actually scary. my classmates probably think i'm stuck up or something. but i just cant be bothered to act all excited at making new friends, because i'm not. it simply takes up too much time and effort. this is actually just mockery of real friendship. so what the hell.

i dreamt that my father and i witnessed ben affleck shoot jennifer lopez in the head. and her head exploded to pieces.

and that, my friends, is the most exciting thing to happen to me all week.


soma coma [9:17:00 PM]

[ Sunday, January 11, 2004 ]

 




Take the Which Strokes Member are you? Quiz

i am gonna be mrs casablancas.

i cut my hair and i am now semi-depressed. can you believe it. a haircut is making me feel down. and you thought you had issues.

grrrrrrrrrr. i cant stop thinking about my hair.

anyways, i wish i wasn't so lazy and that i wasnt such a fucking procrastinator. i am the queen of reasons. i have excuses for everything, i swear.

boo-fucking-hoo.


soma coma [9:23:00 PM]

[ Friday, January 09, 2004 ]

 

you know what's funny? how everyone is trying to be so fucking unique then ending up acting and looking exactly like everyone else. and how more and more people are sporting the messy hairdo but spend hours perfecting the look. it just doesnt go man. it's like an annoying oxymoron, kinda.

my uncle's going back to australia tomorrow night. damn if i admit it but i'm gonna miss him like hell. and his wife. and his kid. urgh.

i'm getting my hair cut on Sunday. the top part of my hair is getting too thick for my liking. it's like, i actually have to comb it through with my fingers. i want a haircut that is fuss-free. wash, towel-dry and.... well, wash and towel-dry.



i think you are scared of what i can be. i am too.




soma coma [12:00:00 AM]

[ Tuesday, January 06, 2004 ]

 

goddammit someone bring me to a sushi bar. quick.


soma coma [10:14:00 PM]

[ Monday, January 05, 2004 ]

 

anyways yesterday was spent eating at lunch at grandma's. we cut the cake and then balqis, nabillah and me went to watch ju-on2 at marina square. we went to esplanade before the movie. it was tradition, see. the movie was scary but not as scary as the first one. gah.

then we wanted to eat dinner at seoul garden but budget-wise, it wasnt a good idea. so we decided to eat at Breeks at Taka, which was near the seoul garden there. as luck would have it, we bumped into my uncle and family who were at seoul garden and they ended up paying for the 3 of us. thus getting our eternal gratitude. then we took a taxi home cos we were so so tired.

so that was my birthday.

first day back to school sucked, as probably forseen by me and just about everyone else. woke up late then took cab down to Tampines Mall to eat lunch with nurul and kham. damn i forgot how much i DONT miss that damn place. after that we went to school. principal management lecture. and you say your life sucks.

pictures from my birthday here


soma coma [11:00:00 PM]

[ Sunday, January 04, 2004 ]

 


exactly how i feel. ok, almost.

pictures and updates tmr or smt. im tired homies.

and thanks to everyone who gave me birthday wishes through sms/call. i really appreciated it. thanks you =)

eh budak budak! nadia ni OKS! [orang kaya sekejap]

soma coma [10:39:00 PM]

[ Saturday, January 03, 2004 ]

 


i love dilbert.


soma coma [11:28:00 PM]

[ Thursday, January 01, 2004 ]

 

happy birthday miss elaine.

i went to the zoo today. and then had dinner at the sembawang satay club. but i didn't eat any satay at all.

i'm tired and sleepy. happy new year, suckers.




soma coma [10:51:00 PM]