[ Tuesday, October 26, 2004 ]
yesterday i did something pretty liberating, in my opinion. i watched a movie alone, all by my lonesome self.shut up ok it was weird. i watched 2046 and the only bad thing i have to say is boooo. not enough maggie cheung. other than that it was almost perfect. the vivid colours, the angles [esp those involving mirrors], the oh-so-subtle in the mood for love links and the hair. alamak big big hair. what a turn on.
today i blew 150 bucks in less than 2 hours on 5 tops. and i havent even gotten my pay dammit. amalina is a jinx, always making me spend my money. mad, mad sale at zara. dammit im an obsessive compulsive shopper and i didnt even know it.
i havent used my digicam much this past few weeks but here's a picture from my handphone.
i have spastic friends, she is just one of them.
i hope to not be a poor person next week.
soma coma [11:08:00 PM]
[ Sunday, October 24, 2004 ]
i am assuming that this will be the most nasty 2 months [or whats left of it]. what is the use of having school holidays when you're fasting? a damn waste.the past week has been boring boring boring. working while fasting is not a good thing, it makes my throat and lips dry and i feel more lethargic than i usually do. i drag my feet wherever i go now because its oh so tiring to walk when i feel like i should be on my bed, under the covers and reading a good book. to compensate i have gone on a movie marathon madness. too bad most of the movies are those that i have already watched before or just plain suck. im breathing in and out whenever i change into my work clothes, the thought of quitting always in my head then i hear a 'kaching!' sound and i know im too money-minded to not have a job. the only thing thats making me feel better is the fact that 28th of October, 2004 is just a couple of days away. that will be the day when i will be temporarily rich, until i spend it all on things that i probably do not need.
i hate geylang so much but i will only remember this fact that i actually go there during this fasting month and get suffocated by von dutch overload and kids who want to be seen. pfffff. stupid kids, them malay youths.
honesty is sometimes so overrated, dont you think?
and i dont know you. i dont think i ever did.
soma coma [11:03:00 PM]
[ Friday, October 15, 2004 ]
today was an extremely productive day. woke up at 4.30am for sahur, slept at 6am. woke up at 12pm, bathed and watched Oprah. At 2pm i tried reading a book but at 3pm i slept again. woke up at 6pm. went to my granny's place to break fast. i can feel all the calories being burnt from my extremely productive day. no, really.i think i might go mad if i dont clean up my room soon. but these limbs seem to suddenly go weak everytime i do try. i have notes and magazines all over my floor at one corner of my room, and i stuff everything that i do not want my mom to see in my drawers and now i cant seem to close them [leaving them half open draws attention unfortunately] my bags are on the floor next to my bed. and just making my bed every morning is torturous [my analogy is why make the bed when its going to get messy when i sleep. this is also my analogy on life.] the point is by hook or by crook i have to clean my bloody room before i go loco i swear.
i wonder if daphne khoo's teeth are that large in real life. and i wonder why all the 'idols' sing as if they were having constipation.
1st day of the fasting month and im already suffering.
soma coma [10:56:00 PM]
[ Wednesday, October 13, 2004 ]
sometimes, i wonder why im such an asshole.hey at least im honest.
soma coma [1:40:00 AM]
[ Monday, October 11, 2004 ]
the semester is over and all of my projects are done, even my final location video project *gasps* tomorrow i have to go to school for the screening of all our videos. am not really looking forward to it because technically during editing i've seen so many of the videos already im close to sick of it all. gaaah.i hate this time of the month. it's when i am totally and completely broke and im counting down to the last thursday of the month when i get my pay and it sucks, it really does.
the french film festival is starting soon. and i cannot wait. i also cannot wait to watch 2046 because it seems to be a cross of brave new world and 2001:Space Odyssey.
making fun of classmate[s] is a fun, fun thing to do.
soma coma [10:46:00 PM]
[ Sunday, October 03, 2004 ]
monday-the most fun ive had in a while, although majority of it was spent doing something i despised. walking. from town to city hall to raffles place back to city hall. tiring you know. kham and me acted like tourists and took many many pictures, mainly of kham jumping. man that girl can jump.
original picture looks so much better, damn you shutterfly.
bought the book, stole the pictures from some magazine at esplanade library.
me pretending i'm chinese and kham pretending she's half chinese
these iron men were hot, yo.
tuesday-
for film class we watched blow out. interesting film about a sound man. the beginning was kinda tacky though. school ended early. i went home and slept till 7.30pm when my dad was shouting at me to wake up and i screamed at him and he told my mom later that he thought i was possesed or something. cracked me up. i do funny stuff when im sleeping.
wednesday-
last tennis class ever! huda and me will never forget this day man. not that it made much difference since 3/4 of the time we sit around and gossip. sometimes with the coach. heh.
also had editting. yippee.
thursday-
watched taxi driver for storytelling class. alamak robert deniro was so hot there man. especially the scene when he sits on the couch after getting shot and does that bang bang thing with his hand. huda felt asleep. mad woman, she.
went to hmv for a bit and bought 2 cds. happy happy happy.
friday-
location sound is always fun because i love my teacher. anyone who can imitate the blue steel look is fine by my standards. during the 3 hour break i watched one flew over the cuckoo's nest. i dont know. i cannot look at jack nicholson's face [ever] without thinking of the clown make-up. it's the mouth i tell ya.
editting till 10pm. yippee. at least amalina came over and helped me with my art assignment cos you know. i can draw as well as the singapore idols can sing. meaning i suck.
saturday-
was supposed to go johor but when i woke up my parents were already gone dammit. went to watch white chicks with nurul, kham and balqis. funny show. Schwarzenegro. heh.
before the movie at mcdonald's. the light very bright loh.
sunday-
work at 10am. i popped popcorn today. there's something about the smell of freshly popped salted popcorn that makes me feel like i've taken a bottle of happy pills. went straight home after, supposedly to do my art assignment. whatever there's always tomorrow.
was having a conversation with a classmate on how now we cannot watch any film without analyzing the camera angles/lighting/blahblahblah stuff we never cared about before. i swear i cannot sit through a movie, any movie without thinking of pre-production work. gaaaah
3 tests this week and i'm done.
soma coma [10:25:00 PM]
