[ Monday, June 28, 2004 ]
first day of school today. man, the freaking place is so huge it's kinda scary. i miss TP's smallness. but the people at NP are more laidback. i dont know. they look like they came there to learn [whatever that means] while the ones at TP look like they wanna be seen [eg; trend-following 'fashionistas']. what im trying to say is that life was better back in primary school.right now i think im gonna be the token fat kid/class clown. i mean, i've played that character so well in the past why stop now right?
im downloading music like crazy. i need to burn more cds to listne to on the long rides to school and back. i swear kazaa's fucking up my laptop but hey! free music and other stuff [*nudgenudgewinkwink*] so its a win/lose/win situation.
btw the mullet has got to go! it's so goddamn hot in school and i cant tie up my hair [cos i'll look stupid] so other alternative is to go snip snip. i wonder why my hair is still so thick even though i loose like 7000 strands of it daily when i shampoo.
i have a 3 hr lecture at 8 tomorrow. suddenly it's like secondary school again.
soma coma [11:29:00 PM]
[ Thursday, June 24, 2004 ]
oh my god. what did i get myself into.soma coma [11:47:00 PM]
[ Wednesday, June 23, 2004 ]
guess who decided to have a strike today morning? the cleaners at my work place.now guess who had to replace them?
me.
the girl who cant tell a vacuum cleaner from a mop. [ok so i can tell the difference but that's not the point.] so for 2 hours me and a few other unlucky souls had to sweep and vacuum 8 cinemas and also mop the toilets.
tonight after work i went back to my secondary school for some ncc camp thingy. i got to see my platoonmates! havent seen them in yoinks so it was pretty fun. after that me, elaine, peisan and geoksan went to eat at macdonalds. catching up on gossip is oh-such-fun!
let's clarify something. the red jacket that james dean was wearing in rebel without a cause is not made of leather.
soma coma [12:03:00 AM]
[ Friday, June 18, 2004 ]
i went swimming on tuesday and i got a yucky tan/bad sunburn and the skin on my nose is peeling off. gross.the other day a woman came to buy a movie ticket and when she was paying she took out like 5 bundles of 50 dollar notes and i realised at that moment that she had more money in her hand than i have in my bank account. stupid skank.
talking about skanks what is up with the rising number of people suddenly into clubbing? and i dont mean the people that goes clubbing per se but those that brag about it. like 'oh my god wednesday night=ladies night so lets go clubbing!' or 'oh my god that is a great top to go clubbing in!' or 'i made out with a random guy while i was clubbing oh my god so exciting!'. what the fuck people. things like going clubbing is a really stupid thing to be passionate about.
school starts on the 28th and honestly, i cant wait to start school. the only thing ill really miss about not being a couch potato is being a couch potato while watching oprah.
some pictures while we're at it.
im thinking of getting a new online journal. what, with the out with the old, in with the new policy that instantly comes after the holiday period. i already have a livejournal account but havent used it at all. we'll see. stay tuned [or not.]
apparently madonna doesnt want to be known as madonna anymore [something bout her mother(whose name is also madonna) dying young and thus, getting rid of the negative energy or something equally stupid] and wants to go by esther.
were you expecting something else?
soma coma [12:12:00 AM]
[ Friday, June 11, 2004 ]
last night i dreamt of my late grandfather. he passed away when i was 13. i still remember the night my parents received a frantic phonecall from my grandmother saying my grandfather had a heart attack and was sent to the hospital. he was in coma for more than a month before he died. i dont think ive ever cried as much as i did that day. ive never had a close relative passed away before that. i remember looking at his lifeless body and wondering how i could ever survive without his presence in my life.when i was a child he would bring me everywhere. he would take me to the playground. i would watch tv on the floor in his room while he sat on the bed, smoking his pipe. i would look at his stamp collection and he would tell me about england, france and every other foreign country there was. he was the strong, silent type and my mother told me that he was a strict parent when she was growing up but with me, he spoilt me a little. the weekend before his heart attack, i gave him a coupon for a mcdonalds breakfast meal [cos when my parents and i spent the weekend there, he would be the one who buy us breakfast on sundays]. when my grandmother, my aunt, my mom and i were packing his stuff after his death, i found the coupon in his wallet. i went to the toilet and cried.
what im really trying to say is that i miss him so much and that i would do anything, anything to see him again, to hug him and kiss his cheek, to hear him call my name, to tell him that i love him and that im sorry that i have grown up to be such a screw up.
the problem with me is that when something good happens to me, i dont know what to do with it.
soma coma [11:50:00 AM]
[ Wednesday, June 09, 2004 ]
Doh! in the Oxford English Dictionary is defined as: Expressing frustration at the realization that things have turned out badly or not as planned or that one has just said or done something foolish. Also implying that another person has said or done something foolishi am probably the most boring person you've ever met[or read about].
tomorrow off to jurong with my beloved bapoks posse to swim and swim and swim.
i actually had to go for some orientation at ngee ann poly yesterday but i forgot [nudge nudge wink wink]. instead, i woke up, bathed, got dressed and went to woodlands, then to tampines, back to woodlands and lastly choa chu kang. my aunt and i dyed our hair some obscure shade of red. i think ill go for a haircut this sunday. unless i chicken out which is of course very likely.
i hate it when people totally becomes another person when in the presence of different companies. like isnt it sad when they have to play another role? doesnt it ever get tiring?
everybody should be like me. im either in a happy mood or a pissed off one. go figure.
soma coma [11:43:00 PM]
[ Friday, June 04, 2004 ]
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.dont pretend. i know you missed me.
new laptop to get me going again. finally. a pc that doesnt freaking restart every 3 minutes.
i spent most of my almost imaginary pay on food, clothes and....... this! if you dont recognise that, it just means that you're a loser. okay im kidding. it's the combined journals of my ex, kurt cobain. been wanting to get it since it came out but couldnt because of lack of funds and also because my mom didnt want to buy it for me because she still thinks kurt cobain is the devil [not really but you get my drift]
2 slumber parties [one impromptu, one carefully planned] in the past 2 weeks. ghost stories always makes me quite the paranoid android. john cusack talks exactly like his sister. and it takes 4 girls 3 hours to get ready.
i miss communicating with people. w/o the comp, i only have books to keep me company. and reading books at night will gurantee a sleepless night. so i am walking around with eye bags and a frown and all grumpy and shit. my face seem to be the breeding ground for pimples of late. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah............. puberty sucks.
went out with nadia just now. i havent seen her in sooo long. awkward silences made way to gossip. from city hall to plaza sing to heeren back to city hall. teh tarik + us= dumb blonde moments to full-on hyperness. the s11 near substation is home to 2 chinese faggots. uncle ah, what were you thinking, tattooing your fucking eyebrows?!
weird. hanson is made up of three brothers, not three brothers and a cousin! wonder who could have thought of something like that *cough*nadia*cough* hah..
pictures from when i was gone and didnt have a life.
purple lines caused by my camera. food always tastes better when you're not paying for it[hah!]
thats nabillah my fav cousin. she's just demented, like me.
we actually opened up the plastic cover just so we could pose with a wand haha
so. why do mannequins have nipples huh?
soma coma [12:20:00 AM]
