darling your head's not right

[ Saturday, February 28, 2004 ]

i'm tired and spent.

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY TO MY FATHER AND A HAPPY 18TH ONE TO BALQIS AND AMALINA. <3

mystic river is such a fucking disappointment. ain is the most patient person alive.

details tomorrow when i'm not as hungover.

when will you accept the fact that he's just playing with you.

soma coma [1:35:00 AM]

[ Friday, February 27, 2004 ]

so yesterday nurul, kham and me went to east coast beach for a 'picnic' of sorts. pictures can be found.... right here.

by here, i mean click on the picture dumbass.

so moving on, it was really fun. i havent been to a beach in ages and the last time i did, it was with family members and now where's the fun in that?!? kidding. we met at bedok for lunch and then took a bus to east coast. damn i hate the walking part. it was relatively un-crowded and windy which makes for brilliant relaxing time. we basically just played at the water's edge cos none of us brought extra clothes. and we just sat, took pictures and cycled for a bit. but even the lack of activities didnt make it boring. it's all about the company you have i guess.

had dinner at mcdonald's then on the ride home nurul got sick so we got down somewhere so she can puke her guts out. oh, and i hate her boyfriend.

oh my god the reptilla video is out and it's fucking brilliant.

i said please don't slow me down
when i'm moving too fast

soma coma [12:04:00 AM]

[ Tuesday, February 24, 2004 ]

ahahahahahah my goth name is demented whore ahahahahahaha

picnic tomorrow with the bapoks!

aaaaaaaaaaaaand that is all!

soma coma [11:31:00 PM]

[ Sunday, February 22, 2004 ]

ok a question. anybody knows the factory that clones skinheads/punks/rudies and whatever else they're calling themselves nowadays? god, but they're everywhere. in this society where people are dying to be different, they are certainly not.

so met up with nad and zul today, supposedly to go to the laselle open house/gig. we met up pretty late and my belly was still deprived of any food since the day started. we went to the mcdonalds at kallang for a quick bite before heading to lasalle. i stayed for about an hour and only managed to listen to one band who did a pretty bad cover of muse's 'plug in baby'. the place was crawling with kids screaming look at me!

i left early to meet up with the bapoks [nurul, kham, zahriah and yas] for dinner. ended up at far east after stories of cacings and lipas at the bugis hawker center. the canon was being an ass so no pictures were taken, except for those taken using nurul's phone. walked around for a bit.

and now i'm home. and suddenly the camera's working. so who doesnt think god has a personal vendetta against me?

soma coma [12:12:00 AM]

[ Friday, February 20, 2004 ]

yeah so i'm finally free, for a while at least.

the mid semester tests are over and done with, thank god. this whole week of pretending to study, hour long writings in cold rooms and late nights. fin.

i may be indecisive at times, even fickle-minded. but i know what i want.

and what i don't. and i don't want this.

so after being a zombie for a while, i realise that i have nothing much to say. maybe i will tomorrow, after going out [properly] with the beloved bapoks and company.

so who's going laselle tomorrow?

soma coma [11:04:00 PM]

[ Friday, February 13, 2004 ]

i just realised that i have a mullet!

in other news, today was a really bad day. i woke up late, what else is new. took taxi to school, what else is new. didnt bring any text for class. and alot of my classmates ponteng which made me wonder why i was even there. and added to my misery, naturally.

after class i was about to go home when i realised that i didnt bring my fucking ez link card. you know, the thing that you need to board buses and trains. and the worse thing is i didnt have any money left. so i had to go around borrowing coins like a beggar. i really felt like screaming cos i couldnt believe my stupidity.

so i went home and slept for like 4 hours straight. cos last night i slept at almost 3 doing my stupid POM assignment.

typing this i realise how fucking boring my life is. so routine.

balqis i love you like a sister. =) *hug*

soma coma [11:18:00 PM]

[ Tuesday, February 10, 2004 ]

i have nothing much to say so i'll post up photos instead.

everybody loves ice-cream

zahria, kham and me. zahria is my cousin's cousin's cousin. no joke haters.

hello

eh bal! kau jangan nak step cute ok!

kak nana trying on her new lisptick

late night drive-by

i read this really cool book about underground zines and political mayhem

told ya the book was good.

in the library, supposedly studying.

i did zahriah's hair. doesn't it look like the hairdos from the female characters of the grinch?

me and amal in some dressing room. we were bored walking around tampines mall so we decided to dress amalina as a tramp!

we missed the tramp look. i think she looks like avril.

okay i'm done for now. the tv awaits me.

soma coma [11:19:00 PM]

[ Monday, February 09, 2004 ]

at the risk of sounding like a cheesy pervert, but damn is beyonce and jakob dylan hot or what.

watching the grammys as i'm typing. of course i already know the winners. man, evanescence won best hard rock performance for that annoying 'bring me to life' [which i swear is everywhere]??? ahahahahahaha. what a joke.

mosburger serves the smallest but most expensive burgers. gah. tampines mall was unusually uncrowded just now. not that i'm ungrateful. it was just weird, not seeing a lot of mats with tapered-to-the-core jeans and white leather slippers or minahs with the short school skirt, tucked in [all the way] shirt and big-ass school shoes.

god, moulin rouge is the most overated movie ever.

late night gossip plus late night caffeine gets me all hyper and shit.

soma coma [10:08:00 PM]

[ Friday, February 06, 2004 ]

i have school tomorrow. on a saturday. a part of me wants desperately to fail and quit school altogether. the fear of spending two more years doing something that is of no interest to me whatsoever is killing me, it is.

for the past few days, i've been forgetting to zip up my fly. and i'm getting more and more deaf. i have no idea why. i'm only 18 goddamit!

i find that i cannot function normally anymore without a daily dosage of teh tarik. it's like, a perk-me-up drug, only better. i drink about 2 cups a day. there isnt any nasty side effects from consuming too much tea, is there?

next week onwards i'm gonna be saving money. or at least i'll try. i wanna go shopping. i saw the cutest top at dorothy, a black shirt with small green cherries all over it and i'm gonna buy it if it kills me! or i'm gonna borrow money from the mothership and then forget to pay it back. i'm such a spoilt brat.

good try
i don't like it
good try
i won't take that shit

I CAN'T WIN

soma coma [9:39:00 PM]

[ Thursday, February 05, 2004 ]

how dare you. how fucking dare you.

soma coma [11:14:00 PM]

i have 4 essays to complete for my management class and it's due next friday. grrrrghrrgrrrrrrrrgggghhrrrhhr.

went to have lunch with the 2 other bapoks[nurul and kham] at parkway parade just now. we are now known as Charlie's Bapoks but we dont know how to pose. moving on, lunch was so-so. it's like a curse. i'll be super hungry and then i'll order something so............. plain. and boring. we decided to have high tea at cafe vienna after the mid-sem tests. [WHICH STARTS ON THE 16TH OF FEBRUARY BY THE WAY] 2 more weeks of school and then a week of break. fuck that, i need more than a week. a month maybe.

did i mention that i have yet to understand anything from any of the subjects i'm taking? i'm superbly screwed.

i touch the fly of my jeans 7 times per minute now. new habit caused by new phobia.

soma coma [9:16:00 PM]

[ Tuesday, February 03, 2004 ]

and the jackson family legacy continues

i love tuesday nights because it means that i dont have to worry about accounting for 6 more days and there's boston public, everybody loves raymond and law & order on tv. woohoo!

i need a new discman because i've come to believe the truth. that my current one scratches me cds. grrrr a lot of my cds are scratched, especially those that i listen to a lot. which means those that actually matter.

it's only tuesday but i'm broke. i spend way too much money on transportation, i swear!

soma coma [8:52:00 PM]

[ Monday, February 02, 2004 ]

a belated selamat hari raya haji to fellow muslims.

yesterday was a long day. started of by going to choa chu kang to visit my granny's. my mom was forcing me to wear a baju kurung but i really couldnt be bothered. i wore jeans and some sort of long shirt instead. my grandma cooked a feast. gah i probably put on 45 kg yesterday alone.

then off to my father's side of the family at yishun. satay overload! my uncle ordered satay from the satay club and they grilled it at the corridor outside the house. i probably have both bird flu and mad cow's disease now, due to the alarming number of sticks of satay i ate. the adults were having a marathon karaoke session so me, nabillah and ummairah went to the corridor to bakar our own satay. it was fun but really hot.

at 11 we [me, balqis and three other cousins] decided to catch the midnight screening of gothika. wow its a great horror movie. guys would love watching it with their girlfriends. lots of shocking factors. good climax too. it was fun cos i've not really been out with my older male cousins before and i think i kinda liked it. plus, my cousin-in-law is lotsa fun. she's like a friend, not an annoying adult. on the way home, ghost stories were being exchanged. i am quite the coward actually. haahaa.

tomorrow i have accounts lecture and tutorial. boy, i can't wait!

click on the picture, einstein. [btw that was taken yesterday at choa chu kang. i managed to convine my mom not to wear baju kurung also ahahaha]

soma coma [3:04:00 PM]