[ Monday, June 30, 2003 ]

 

went to have lunch at burger king at wheelock place this afternoon with my mom cos she got these 2 free meals vochers. it was so crowded for some reason. it felt as if i wasn't in singapore cos besides me and my mom, there were only what, 5 other 'asians'. but there were a group of guys all dressed up in business suits for some reason and they looked my age. *yummy*

then went to borders to buy stuff for poly. did a bit of window shopping after that and i bought a red adidas shirt. and my mom bought this really nice top from zara. then we went grocery shopping. we bought stuff for dinner [for spaghetti which i just ate]. then we took taxi home cos my mom needed the toilet. haahaa.

i helped my mom cut the veggies just now! baby carrots, brocolli, cherry tomatoes, mushrooms and crab balls! woohoo, i rule.

orientation on thursday. i couldn't be bothered but i want to get my timetable and my 'matrix' card and my new ez link card. me and nurul are faking food poisoning so we can go home earlier.

school starts next monday.


soma coma [8:37:00 PM]

[ Sunday, June 29, 2003 ]

 

waking up was a waste today.

i just realise that his birthday is next friday. what to i do? do i wish him happy birthday, after months of silence? do i suprise him with a handmade gift, like i did last year? i'm confused. he's still my friend. right?

i've had better days.

soma coma [7:44:00 PM]

[ Saturday, June 28, 2003 ]

 

i completed my dare. i wore my pigtails out today. and i even took pictures, although it'll take me forever to put it up!

soma coma [11:23:00 PM]

 

watched charlie's angels today. it was a very fun movie to watch but seriously, it hardly made sense. they never seem to be injured doing anything. oh well, i wasn't really expecting much which is why that was my only bit of criticism.

after the movie bal and i walked around orchard for a bit. went to borders and i saw a few things i probably need for poly so i'll drag my mom there tomorrow or something. went to my granny's house after that cos we wanted a free lunch and we all know my granny is a master chef. [haahaa]there we watched a hindi horror movie[my aunt just bought the vcd.]

we left around 7 and took the train to harbour front for fun. we ate at mcdonalds and there were this 2 white guys and they were obviouly drunk. they kept on giggling. but ironically, after they ate, they still managed to clean their table and throw their food in the bin[which you have to admit was kinda cute and silly].

in the train we were approached by this oily woman who appeared to be selling some thing and were pestering us so much so that i had to be rude and put up a very cold front. she was weird *shivers*. and then one really handsome indian guy got on and he had very nice eyes. light brown. very attractive. kinda short though.

reached home. now i'm chatting to christina, my equal in sarcasm. HOLLA girl!


soma coma [10:49:00 PM]

[ Friday, June 27, 2003 ]

 

went to jurong east swimming complex. again. and i'm going there again next week, this time with nurul.

i really like it there. for only $1.50 you get to 'relax' and people watch. minus the sand. for some reason, i don't like sand. it's not an extreme hatred or anything but i certainly can do without it.

i swam with balqis, nabillah and fairuz. it was nice seeing all three of them at the same time. this happens like only 3, 4 times a year? so it was pretty 'special' i guess.

did you know jurong has another swimming complex? jurong town swimming complex . [hahaahahahahahahahahaha] private joke between me and balqis.

my hair is in pigtails. i like it. i think i'll go out with this hairstyle if someone dared me to. [waiting for the dares to come in]

school starts in 10 days and i'm numb.


soma coma [10:11:00 PM]

[ Thursday, June 26, 2003 ]

 

give me a genuine smile. i deserve your genuine smile.

soma coma [9:46:00 PM]

 

currently at balqis's house. i like her keyboard. she's bathing right now, even though it's alreay 4.23 pm. and i smell food...

ain did this at my suggestion so i'm gonna do this too.

DID YOU KNOW;

-i was in a really bad motorcycle accident when i was 14?
-i couldn't walk until i was almost 2?
-i was a hardcore bsb fan till i was in sec 2?
-my face hardly changed from when i was a toddler?
-my eyes are really huge?
-my laughter has been known to start a laughing frenzy?
-i had really long hair until i was in pri 1?
-i cut my hair ala demi moore in ghost when i was in pri 1?
-i was a massive tomboy until i was 10?
-the only time i brush/comb my hair is before i go to sleep?
-i'm an only child?
-my parents wedding was featured in berita harian? [cos their persandingan was with two other uncles', making it singapore's first triple wedding]
-i was actually in a freaking girls secondary school?
-i was a first sergent in ncc?
-i was in ncc?
-i screwed up my o's? [yup, story of my life.]


soma coma [5:01:00 PM]

 

after a ridiculously boring day yesterday, today i was a bit better off.

met balqis for lunch at compass point. then we went to the airport for a bit of photo-taking [hah!] and caffeine-consumption. after that we went to breeks to have dinner with my mom. after a bit of window shopping later, we went home via the NEL. my mom insists NEL take a break for at least a month to work things out, so it won't be as slow and jerky.

i read the papers bout andrea de cruz's lawsuit against some people because of her near death experience. some people refers to the manufacturers of the pills and also a fellow actor who recommended the pills to her. hello, biatch, you don't go around suing people who merely recommended them to you. it's your choice you idiot. no one forced you to take it. in my opinion, this bitch and her dumb fiance are milking it for all it's worth. [in the words of a very wise cousin] get a life.

i really think singapore should stop wasting money producing tv shows such as lightyears and chemistry. not only are they degrading to singaporeans, the acting is super fake. their whiny chinese accented voices gets on my nerves.

i'm a walking, breathing, sarcastic, critical bitch.


soma coma [12:06:00 AM]

[ Tuesday, June 24, 2003 ]

 

"But I know whats its like to want to die.
How it hurts to smile, how you try to fit in but you can't.
You hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the things on the inside."



soma coma [6:20:00 PM]

[ Monday, June 23, 2003 ]

 

4th of January

Extraordinary taste
dignity
cultivated airs
loves anything beautiful
moody
stubborn
tends to egoism but cares for those close to it
rather modest
very ambitious
talented
industrious uncontent lover
many friends
many foes
very reliable.

go here for yours.

soma coma [10:51:00 PM]

 

went to jurong swimming complex just now. i think i 'swam' for almost 4 hours. actually it was more of a relax-in-the-float-while-the-manmade-waves-moves-you-around kind of swimming. it was strangely exhilarating. and lotsa fun.

the part where we finish and bathe in the crowded changing room wasn't, however.

yet again, the ugly singaporean attitude showed. while packing my stuff after i was done bathing and changing, one mother handed her daughter a bag of potato chips.[they were waiting in line]. and the freaking floor is obviously wet. and they ate so fucking sloppily[like how difficult is it to eat potato chips.], there were huge crumbs on the floor. and it became soggy and gross. who eats potato chips, or anything for that matter, in a toilet. aaah.

and the world does not need pretentious fucks around. seriously. it annoys the shit out of me when people try really really hard to be someone they're not.

don't mind me. i'm just in a pissed-off mood.

sidetrack:i got full subsidy for poly =)


soma coma [10:45:00 PM]

[ Sunday, June 22, 2003 ]

 

watching wedding singer. adam sandler makes me laugh.

i'm easily amused.


soma coma [10:41:00 PM]

 

YESTERDAY

went to try out the new north east line with my mom and my cousins and their mom. it was pretty impressive and all i guess. pretty ugly seats, thats my only bit of criticism. we went all the way to harbour front. the shopping centre was the typical singaporean mall and there was this sissy dance competition.

we were supposed to catch a movie at marina square after that but by the time we reached the place, the only seats left were front row seats so we gave that one a miss. went round and round from marina square to millenia walk to suntec city. i think i should check myself for raging shopaholics anonymous. seriously.

then we went to beach road to eat 'dinner' although it was long after 10. i shared 'bisteak' with mommy dearest cos i'm supposedly on a diet [lmao].

TODAY

had to go all the way to tampines mall to collect my reserved jeans. of course i had to stop at dorothy perkins and buy myself a top. and promise myself to save money to buy a dozen other tops from that shop. which of course is never gonna happen. had to stop my cold storage to buy some groceries then off to my granny's place for the weekly visits.

it's boring there.

NOW
i don't think anyone, much less moi, will be perfectly comfortable with their body. there's always going to be something wrong with even the smallest scar, or mole or zit. but i think right now, this very moment, it's safe to say that i'm comfortable with myself.


soma coma [10:34:00 PM]

[ Friday, June 20, 2003 ]

 

bah i'm so tired.

i went to the gym just now. for more than 3 hours i was working out. i'm so proud of myself. and the funny thing was it was pretty fun. esp the aerobics. it was a cardio workout but it was more like a dance marathon. and yeah baby i got to shake my god-given bon bons.

i want to go to the gym more often.

soma coma [8:54:00 PM]

[ Thursday, June 19, 2003 ]

 

oh nurul wanted me to write bout this weird connection thingy that's like a link or something. [i don't get what i just typed either.]

firstly, everywhere we went today, westlife seemed to follow us. in swensens and a few shops, their songs were playing. and at clarke quay, we saw their huge poster.

and we keep seeing this bus [123] whenever we were on a bus. not once, not even twice but 3 times! *shivers*

or maybe we're just losers with nothing better to do.

oh, and celion dion is holidaying in singapore cos i saw her on the bus. lmao


soma coma [11:15:00 PM]

 

besides having a partially swollen eye, my day went pretty well.

me and nurul went out today. we're supposedly best friends but we see way too little of each other. anyway, we went to have lunch at swensen. i almost burst after that. then we went window shopping, trying on hats and shades. and damn i look good in those newsboy caps. and i saw a pair of shades almost like the prada ones i saw a few days back. and it cost way less [$19.30 if i'm not mistaken]. we then went to sit at scotts, eating mrs field cookies. and then off to far east starbucks. there we decided to go to the esplanade to take pictures cos we're both vain bitches.

a spur of the moment thing. we actually took those boat rides from esplanade. 3 bucks, from esplanade to clarke quay. kinda fun, though i was a wee bit queasy. from clarke quay we took the wrong bus and ended up at tiong bahru mall or something. then took train, me to orchard to meet my mom and she to ang mo kio to meet her mister.

patiently waited for the mothership at orchard library and as i was reading a magazine, these 2 lines just sorta jumped out at me.

"emo is a false genre" and "the tag emo is condescending to music".

these 2 lines just about sums up what i feel bout this bullshit called 'emo'.



soma coma [10:47:00 PM]

 

the right side of the lower lid of my left eye is swollen. cos i have a stye eye.

it hurts.


soma coma [10:46:00 AM]

[ Wednesday, June 18, 2003 ]

 

today was a 'happening' day, considering the fact that i only left the house for dinner.

at around 3 i heard the unmistakable sounds of a band playing. after some concentration, i realised it was playing 'auld lang syne'. and it was getting louder and louder i just had to get off my sofa, to the nearest window to check out what was happening. turns out it was a funeral parade, an indian one. a very grand affair indeed. 20 mins later, the only sounds i could hear were from the tv, as the parade made the long journey to wherever it was going.

then went to the library near my place to pay my fines. i am such a nerd that i have 2 library cards, mine and my mom's. then went to have dinner at banquet with the parentship. after that we went to royal sporting house cos i wanted to buya pair of shorts, for gym. then it happened.

the boy: ma adik nak beli ni!
his mom: adik, tu 2 dolar lah. mak tak cukup duit. lain kali eh?
the boy: ok. sorry mak.

they hugged and walked away. the boy couldn't be older than 6. this feeling of acute embarrasment and something else, a mix of sympathy and sorrow and guilt, engulfed my entire being. there i was, buying a pair of shorts that costs 30 bucks, unsure if i'm even going to wear it ever. and i realised that wherever i go, if i wanted something and if it cost less than 30 dollars my parents would no doubt buy it for me, no questions asked, even though i don't really need. i realised how goddamn lucky i am. i'm blessed with parents who love me and would sacrifice even their lives for me. and i'm taking advantage of them.

i feel rotten.

i am rotten.


soma coma [8:47:00 PM]

[ Tuesday, June 17, 2003 ]

 

it rained really heavily when i woke up today, as if telling me to go back to the comforting solace of my bed. but of course i couldn't do that. went to bathe and got ready to go out.

went out with my cousin[kak ameen] and her friend[kak nenie] and balqis. first we went bowling at orchid country club. i'm sad to say i'm your average bowler. balqis however was a freak of nature! without even trying she scored strikes after strikes and spares after spares. such talent[hah!].

jealousy becomes me

then we went to plaza singapura to eat lunch. at swensens. twas very filling indeed. after that we watched 'how to lose a guy in ten days'. don't ask, don't tell. i'm not so hot bout matthew mcConaughey. since kak ameen reminded me that i hate[d] a whole lot of people, i feel compelled to put a list of actors.actresses i can't stand;

-matthew mcConaughey
-jennifer connelly
-jennifer garner
-ben affleck
-collin farrel

and of course, a list of actors/actresses i adore;

-colin firth[but what a girl wants?? what was he thinking??]
-marissa tomei
-jonathan rhys meyers
-john travolta[even though his last few movies were bullshit]
-robin williams
-robert de niro

this goes to show that hatred is not the only emotion that goes through my body.

buenas tardes.


soma coma [11:10:00 PM]

[ Monday, June 16, 2003 ]

 



a new daniel johns photo. *swoons* go here to see how great silverchair is.

soma coma [10:57:00 PM]

 

i'm rather sad now. i saw a bag at yahoo auctions, a puma bag a girl bought from australia. it was one of a kind. and i didn't grab the chance to buy it then. now, i'm looking for it but i think it has already been sold. i want it really badly. damn it.

soma coma [10:36:00 PM]

 

today i hated being a woman. backaches+severe cramps annoys the shit out of me.

went to kak ameen's house to help her mark papers. before that we went to toa payoh to eat and we saw this lovely pair of prada glasses at the cash converter. it was what me and nadia wanted, a pair of cat eye glasses[as in the shape]. alas it was 120 bucks. there actually is a lea boutique at toa payoh, for some reason. i saw a shirt i might buy. also jeans. a girl can't have too many jeans.

saw 3 girls outside mcdonalds singing some stupid avril song. if i had a rifle i'd shoot them.

then we went her house to start marking, but before that i managed to watch brady bunch [hah!]. my aunt gave me chocalate brownie the way i like 'em, straight from the fridge. after pigging out there i went home.

so here i am. oh my placebo cd came in the mail today. a new cd to listne to on long journeys on compact public transport.




soma coma [10:03:00 PM]

[ Sunday, June 15, 2003 ]

 

girls[me, my mom, balqis and her mom] day out.

went to eat roti naan at picnic on scotts. the north indian food there is the best. the naans were soft and crispy and the tandoori chicken was perfect. the curry was nice also, although there were peas[yuck]! i bought a canvas bag and socks at esprit.

then we went to little india. i bought a punjabi suit, supposedly for my cousin's wedding. supposed to be tradition cos my granddad was from pakistan and all. from little india we walked to bugis junction to have dinner. and then we went to city hall to shop at raffles city. the motherships bought shoes from nine west and the children [bal and me] looked on, wondering when our turns were gonna come when we become shoesaholics like every woman on earth. oh and i saw nice skirts from liz claiborne [$99] and marks and spencers[$120]. i want!

i'm obsessed with appearance. i'm becoming like them.

my bikini kill cd came today. =)

soma coma [12:12:00 AM]

[ Saturday, June 14, 2003 ]

 

today was good. in so many ways.

elaine, peisan, christina and amal came over, supposedly to make cookies. the dough was ready and we were waiting for christina to arrive with the waxing/tracing paper. she bought the wrong kind, the kind that was relly stiff [hah!] so we only managed to make one batch, half of which were burnt. but those that didn't look poisonous were really delicious. no, really!

we played badminton for like, 3 mins.

then my aunt called asking me to watch ju-on with her and my cousin. i was excited as this would mean not paying for the ticket [yes, i am a cheapskate]. in the end, my mother, grandmother and 2 other cousins decided to join us. so off i went to bishan for the 7 pm show.

don't watch ju-on if you;
-spend too much time looking in the mirror
-are a volunteer worker
-hate to see people crawling
-hate blood

the list goes on and on. it was really scary, and that's only partly because i'm a coward.

then went to have dinner at seranggon garden food court. yummy. tomorrow going to have roti naan and tandoori chicken. i'm a food slave i swear it!


soma coma [12:13:00 AM]

[ Thursday, June 12, 2003 ]

 




soma coma [7:44:00 PM]

 

so today i woke up early to watch this show on hallmark and then i went back to sleep. till almost 2? i forgot i was supposed to go to my granny's house. thus after that i really couldn't be bothered to go anywhere outside this shell of mine.

yeay! tomorrow a bunch of old frineds are coming to my place for a game of badminton and, listen to this, cookie-making! not exactly from scratch, we're making the ones that are from pre-packed cookie mixes? so actually we're just adding eggs and water to the cookie mix. but the exciting part is i get to see my beloved friends and play badminton. a win-win situation.

it's raining. it's actually raining. from my open window i can see the rain and it somehow is like a surreal experience, mostly because it hasn't rain for so long.


soma coma [5:25:00 PM]

[ Wednesday, June 11, 2003 ]

 

people. this will sound silly. but you guys have got to go watch finding nemo. like now. go. now. i'm serious.

so i watched finding nemo yesterday with ain and balqis which was nice. and i saw christina and fareena! the last time i saw the former was on the 28th of feb this year and the latter, when i was in sec 1? it was fate, i tell ya, fate.

i ate way too much yesterday. ain's fault. hee~

today i had to wake up early which was a bummer. then met up with amal to have brunch at causeway point's pizza hut, which made me amazingly full for some reason. came back to my place for a while. we were watching some movie on hbo. or was it star movies. after that we went back to old dear cedar to collect our o level certs and met nurul who was late. school seemed like a dark, forbidding figure and it kills me trying to figure out how i survived 4 fucking years of crap being shoved down my throat.

and then we went to town for a while to collect my camera. yeay! went to burger king for a drink. and took photos with the latest addition to my camera family. i have zilch in my wallet i swear.

and this fucking [98570953] idiot called my hp asking if he can 'talk' to me. freak.

so that was my day. and i went through all of that while having pms. do i rock or what.


soma coma [10:37:00 PM]

[ Monday, June 09, 2003 ]

 

so i went to eat at sakura for dinner with my mom. and i was talking to her. in english. like what's the big deal. i always talk to her in english. and these 2 minah bitches sitting beside us were whispering to each other, but they shouldn't have fucking bothered cos i could hear them anyhow. the one with the zits was like 'mak kau. budak ni step sak. nak berbual cakap english. step pandai ah tu' and the one opposite her with the ugly hair was like 'ahah. step orang putih ah tu.' i turned to them and glared. and i said 'at least I can speak english.' and turned back to eating my dinner. i was super pissed. just because i speak english, you bitch about me? damn fuckers.

but, a good thing about tonight. i bought 8 pairs of undies and i'm better than all of you!



soma coma [10:53:00 PM]

 

i got a letter in the mail today. bits and pieces of what was written [or typed in this case] are below.

::Dear Student,

::Temasek Business School's Students Orientation Day 2003

::3rd July (thu) 2003

::*pls bring along a set of sports attire and a water bottle*

okay raise your hands those of you who think i'm actually turning up!



soma coma [6:44:00 PM]

[ Sunday, June 08, 2003 ]

 

went to the beach yesterday.

the mothership woke me up around 10, saying we were having a family picnic at east coast park. since my movie plans were cancelled, i was only happy to at least go somewhere. and i could cycle at east coast! so i got ready and packed, helped my mom make sandwiches and off we went. brought my polaroid with me. and i didn't even have to pay for the film, which might i say is a rip-off. =).

i didn't have any plans to go swimming as cycling was the only thing on my mind so i didn't have any extra clothes. but upon seeing my younger cousins swim, i just had the sudden urge to be engulfed in the salty sea water. my uncle said go ahead cos he'll be driving us home later and there were plenty of towels so................

*splash*

for some reason i didn't get sunburned [thank god.] but sea water does wonders to my pores. [muakakaka]. after bathing it was the consumption of food glorious food. and my clothes were pretty much dry[er] by the time we left the place so no harm was caused to my uncles car.

last night at around 9 i was having a bitch of a headache and my stupid upstairs neighbour was using a fucking drill. at 9pm. a fucking drill. isn't that illegal or something. all the time i was cursing them in my head, wishing some way they would drill their own heads. ah imagine the satisfaction in that.

other than that last bit, yesterday was good.

soma coma [1:01:00 PM]

[ Friday, June 06, 2003 ]

 

the cold war has ended. thank god.

i am dl-ing the last episode of the gilmore girls for the season. after that i'l probably dl more useless episodes of buffy which i can easily watch on channel 5. i have too much free time on my hands.

tomorrow will be watching movie. after going cycling[finally!]. and i'll probably be buying that jeans i saw at marks and spencers. my money is dissappearing fast. like she said, no more high teas and doing tai-tai stuff. damn it.


soma coma [11:43:00 PM]

 

rogue
You are Rogue!

You are sexy and strong willed, and able to take on
just about anyone. You long for a serious
relationship, but whenever you begin to get
close to someone things always seem to take
turns for the worse. But you have dealt with
this lack of closeness with an almost constant
flirtacious behavior.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
brought to you by Quizilla


i'm rogue and gambit is my lover. life is good.

soma coma [5:22:00 PM]

[ Thursday, June 05, 2003 ]

 


i like her.

soma coma [9:56:00 PM]

 

the cold war has begun. yet again. between me and my mom. over the topic of digital cameras. this is shit.

soma coma [8:30:00 PM]

 

My Mormon name is Caldonia Aaleigh!
What's yours?





soma coma [7:02:00 PM]

 

i watched tangled on cable just now. and there was jonathan rhys meyers. and he had an american accent in that movie. it was so funny. i didn't find him sexy with the american accent but with his irish one, ooh la la.

i'm having a backache for some reason. i bought ice-cream popsicle maker thingy. you know, the one where you fill with your own liquid and freeze it? so i'll be making milo ones even though i have 4 other tubs of ice cream in the freezer. and you ask why i am fat.


soma coma [1:06:00 PM]

[ Wednesday, June 04, 2003 ]

 

miss universe 2003 is a year older than me. one year. wow.

music_nena[99 luft balloons*hah!*]

soma coma [11:14:00 PM]

 


me and amalina


yours truly


me and fatin nadia[haha.]


what the ..

soma coma [8:30:00 PM]

 

i want.



soma coma [7:32:00 PM]

[ Tuesday, June 03, 2003 ]

 

after suffering a fate worse than death post-jogging, i met up with nurul. we wanted to go ikea and queensway shopping centre to look at shoes. i saw a pair of shoes i might buy. costs 79 bucks. so now i have to save up for it. i CAN do it. *trying hard to convince self*

after that we went to town to do more window shopping. we walked around a lot. and i saw a book at kino i have to buy. i can't wait for mid-july *evil laughter*. nurul was her usual corny and funny self and we had fun just sitting down in front of paragon, making fun of almost everybody who pass by.

i got myself a lomo camera. i'm happy.

soma coma [9:50:00 PM]

 

it's 7.45 in the morning.

i woke up at 6.30 to go jogging.

i went jogging. i fucking own, y'all! i would go celebrate. only that my feet+legs are sore, i have a huge headache, the lower half of my body is mostly numb and i feel like puking. but if not for that i would SO go and celebrate. yippee.

i can't believe i actually went jogging. and i hated every minute of it. i'm NOT a running person. maybe i'll try burning off fat[s] doing other things, ANYthing but jogging.

i'm keeping my running shoes in the storeroom where they belong.

soma coma [7:54:00 AM]

[ Monday, June 02, 2003 ]

 

i am not to be used. why does everybody use me. because i let them. well, from now on, it's me against the world. i shall sop making excuses for everybody. all that matters is my happiness.

but my happiness lies in the hands of others.

the pent-up angst is bursting out of my body

soma coma [10:23:00 PM]

 

i will walk to punggol park and back every morning.
i will only eat fruits for dinner.
i will exercise whenever i can

i will have to learn to keep my words.

soma coma [10:21:00 PM]

[ Sunday, June 01, 2003 ]

 

Embrasse moi, met ton doigt dans mon cul~

i want to cycle but like i said i have no bicycle. i think i'd like to go cycling from east coast park to bedok jetty and enjoy the breeze there. i loved bedok jetty when i was younger cos it gave me much needed space, my need for being in solitude. anyhow, i really do want to go. follow me anybody?

i went to the playground near my granny's place with my aunt and cousins and i really felt a sense of deja vu. watching those children playing 'it' reminded me of the days when we played non-stop as if there was no tomorrow. play play play. nothing else matters, except trying really hard not to be 'it'. i want so badly to turn back time. so badly that i can already feel the adrenaline rush, as if i was already back to those days.

note to self: school starts in 38 days. whoo-pee-do

mood_horribly, terribly nostalgic

soma coma [11:42:00 PM]

 

i'm a shop-till-you-drop-with-your-mom's-cash whore. i really am.

i'm so cool cos i like going out with the mothership, and it's only partly because of the fact i always buy something on our trips to town. yes siree i love my mother a lot. a lot a lot alot.

ate my favourite garlic prawn pasta at coffee club just now. that plus ice passion tea=love.

i hate stupid men who carry their girlfriends' fucking bags. even handbags. so fucking annoying. what has happened to pure and raw masculinity. it's all gone.

oh, and edward scissorshand walks and moves exactly like ozzy. how nice.

soma coma [12:10:00 AM]