[ Friday, May 30, 2003 ]
met amalina really late today. cos i woke up late heh. we walked to the starbucks at california gym then saw a person we didn't like, decided not to hang out there. went to heeren for a while. hmv were having a sale. good thing if i actually
had money. take that cd for a buck! haha. then went to borders for a while, listened to some cds and ate at burger king at wheelock place. the burger king there is prob the coldest place in singapore.
on the way there saw a van that had the quote "lose weight. gain life" at the side. yeah, rub it in will ya.
after that we went back to somerset cos i originally wanted to buy cds at specialist shopping centre but realised that i only had what, 5 bucks left and my mom told me to buy her stuff. so another day then. amalina did a hip-hop dance that made me laugh so loudly in the train. haahaa.
trying to convince my mom to buy me a bag i saw. only 37 bucks. cheap when i'm not the one earning the money.
watched nickelodeon kids choice awards. i'm such a dork i know.
mood_tired legs
music_the smiths[panic]
soma coma [10:22:00 PM]
[ Thursday, May 29, 2003 ]
wow i'm so fucking lazy.
watched bruce almighty with ain just now. it was real funny. but don't have that 'umph' factor. it's one of those movies that are good, but you wouldn't be missing anything
great if you skipped it. ain is scary.
y'all know the blind guy who always plays his keyboard at the underpass from orchard mrt to shaw lido and all. he took the train with me. he's really independent for a blind guy. so for that i gave him 2 bucks.
i'm real sleepy. gonna go clean my face then sleep. i bid you adieu [that's the correct spelling right?]
music_placebo
soma coma [9:47:00 PM]
[ Wednesday, May 28, 2003 ]
currently watching miss usa on channel 5. beofre buffy starts at 12. i know, my exciting life just makes you want to be
me. sheesh they're all teeth and fake boobies.
soma coma [10:11:00 PM]
i
know i'm not a big cat person. but the culling of stray cats in singapore, that's just plain cruel. as much as i not like them, the last thing i would want is for them to get slaughtered just cos they have no homes. so people, do sign
here if you have a heart.
soma coma [7:53:00 PM]
[ Tuesday, May 27, 2003 ]
attention people. i've changed my email add to crimsonfabric@hotmail.com. msn also lah. but people who were on my list at the old one i've already re-added you. that's about it.
wow today was incredibly boring. i need to go out more often alone. i have my discman afterall. that's all a girl needs right. i
really need to go out more, that or become a wasted couch potato. what's wrong with going out by yourself? actually i can think of several reasons.
1. eat alone. something i'm not really used to.
2. no one to talk to.
3. no one to join me in making fun of others.
that's it actually. confusion confusion confusion. my mom suggested i go jogging. me+running shoes=don't go well together. maybe i should go cycling. i used to love cycling.
my bicycle has been given away. anybody care to lend me theirs?
music_joy division[24 hours]
soma coma [6:42:00 PM]
[ Monday, May 26, 2003 ]
i really don't think tom wellings can act for nuts. he' s just clark kent cos of his looks. they should make a show entirely on lex luthor. now that's hot.
soma coma [10:38:00 PM]
iggy pop is doing a song with sum 41. enough said. rock&roll is officially dead.
why why why why why why why why why
i think fucken is a damn annoying word. it's either fuck or nothing at all.
soma coma [8:57:00 PM]
someone should seriously do a song on vanilla coke, what it does to mankind[particularly youths].
ahh music. whenever i'm not with my beloved sam[my discman], i find the silence, or absence of music, deafening. life without music is no life at all.
people who i personally think can't sing to save their lives or whose music i just can't stand;
jennifer lopez
britney spears
robbie william
avril lavigne
eminem
coldplay
there's more. just can't be bothered think of any right now.
i
know what i don't like. i'm just confused over whose i do like. how can i like white stripes and also like system of a down? how can i like iron maiden and also like velvet underground? i confuse myself sometimes.
mood_bored
music_some song by force vomit[yes naz, i'm listening to it again. and again.]
soma coma [8:09:00 PM]
[ Sunday, May 25, 2003 ]
the mothership has become the epitome of cleanliness.
i now have my very own personal disinfectant spray to carry around with me everywhere.[courtesy of you-know-who]
i want so many things right now it's painful. it's sad, really. to have so much yet wanting more. i'm really a selfish person and i haven't met anybody that's not like me, in that sense. everybody is the same deep down. and i think everyone knows that. so it's funny how everybody tries to deny it or be 'different'. tis a funny world we live in.
my handphone's being a whore.
i
have to clean my room. that or risk getting on the dark side.
soma coma [10:42:00 PM]
i'm awake.
i think i like my bed-hair. it's kind of fluffy and soft-like.
soma coma [12:59:00 PM]
[ Saturday, May 24, 2003 ]
today was really nice. the gig at substation was really good. in fact this is one of the better gigs i've been to. spermula was awesome man. wow they were really good. people all around me were head-banging, which is always a good sign. stray voice[i just found out it's voice and not boys hehe] was good. so were my squared circle. others were good too. at least to me. local bands are getting better and better [yeay].
once i reached home after the gig i rumaged through my dad's rock&roll and metal collection.
aargh i'm such a dork. i saw anna and nuraini at the gig and was too shy to even say hi. now i'm quite regretful. especially when i checked my guestbook and saw their messages. sheesh i feel so stupid. sorry guys i promise to say hi next time!
joined nadia[thge other one] and her friend zul at the gig, me and amal. they were fun, even zul who i don't really know. amalina, give me back my shoes!
why can't some people pronounce words that end with L [like meal, email etc]?
mood_spent \m/
soma coma [11:04:00 PM]
[ Friday, May 23, 2003 ]
there was a private sale at shaw for cardholders so my mom brought me along with her two colleagues. i bought a pair of shoes, undies[yeay!] and socks. was supposed to eat dinner with them at sizzler but we just found that sizzler at wisma has closed down. so had a shitty dinner[well at least for me] at coffee club. had lasagne which was too cheesy. and yes, there is such a thing as too much cheese and that, my friends, is not good.
can't wait for the gig tomorrow. the only thing i'm looking forward to this whole week. well, next to tonight's sale.
show some kids in school uniform walking around town just now. they looked really pathetic, honestly. they looked as if they had their very essence sucked out from their bodies. i think i have this ability that allows me to read a person like an open book. which makes me an x-men. i want gambit. i think oliver martinez should play gambit. he certainly looks like a ladies man. xmen the movie should have gambit!
a cold shower after shopping helps calm down excited nerves.
mood_joy, happy, whatever
soma coma [11:43:00 PM]
[ Thursday, May 22, 2003 ]
What is thy name?' He said, 'My name is Love.'
Then straight the first did turn himself to me
And cried, 'He lieth, for his name is Shame,
But I am Love, and I was wont to be
Alone in this fair garden, till he came
Unasked by night; I am true Love, I fill
The hearts of boy and girl with mutual flame.'
Then sighing, said the other, 'Have thy will,
I am the love that dare not speak its name.'
soma coma [11:13:00 PM]
orange juice+mocha fudge brownie=not good for your tummy
those who has internet would know that rueben won american idol. what a pity. channel five should show all shows live [actually i only want survivor and amazing race to be shown live].
soma coma [8:24:00 PM]
the heat is on. unfortunately. going out is such a chore because of this. i was on the bus today and i felt as if i was suffocating. in my head i was cursing everybody from the bus driver to the person sitting beside me. my face must have been one gigantic frown. i even made a solemn vow never ever to leave my air-conditioned room ever again. of course that's not gonna happen any time soon.
i forgot to bring my discman with me today. which is of course my demise. i sat beside two very enthusiastic indian girls[catch my drift?] and at that very moment my only wish was to become deaf. their whiny voices plus topic of conversation[a boy who didn't call] drove me literally insane. i was having a headache by the time i reached my destination.
i take my discman for granted.
i also need to take care of my skin. my aunt was telling me about her cleansing regime and i was like 'er...'. and here i thought washing your face twice a day and moisturiser in the morning was enough. and since my aunt's face is so clean i guess i'll follow her regime. damn puberty!
i want to have a cold shower.
soma coma [8:04:00 PM]
[ Tuesday, May 20, 2003 ]
oldies=goodies
soma coma [10:40:00 PM]
was supposed to meet nad at the aiport at 1.30pm. i came at 2. she came at 3. aargh~ we are both always late. this is a given to people named nadia. heh.
my wishlist is getting longer and longer. soon nadia, soon they shall succumb.
the airport was crowded. the essence was lost. my catharsis ruined. damn the public!
soma coma [10:19:00 PM]
i just saw tatu's cover of how soon is now from the smiths. i think i want to die.what is the world coming to when the smiths goes techno ah lian *shivers*
soma coma [12:02:00 PM]
[ Monday, May 19, 2003 ]
rainy days and mondays always get me down
that's a song right?
had dinner at breeks just now. the food was good. but the way they kept shouting 'hi!welcome to breeks!' hits a sore nerve every now and then. my mom bought a burberry shirt that was on sale at taka. and i bought a shirt and bag from projectBLOODbros[what a name]. oh! and also a book from kino.
this particular monday certainly didn't bring me down. heh.
friends just ended. is it just me or are they just trying too hard this season? ah my room is in a mess and i like it like this. too bad i'm the only one with this opinion.
i want to watch snow falling on cedars again.
mood_satisfied
music_nico[the fairest of the seasons]
soma coma [10:38:00 PM]
[ Sunday, May 18, 2003 ]
what a bore.
it's boring.
i'm bored.
we're dying of boredom.
soma coma [11:02:00 PM]
a long day it has been. aye. firstly went out with nadiah and amirah all around orchard and city hall. caught a movie, ate a lot, talked alot, laughed alot. it was basically catch-up day for us. haven't seen them since feb? at first i thought because of that it was going to be awkward but it was great. bleah.
was on the train home when the mothership called.
mom:where are you?
me:in the train. at kallang.
mom:good. come down to expo. i'm here with your aunt.
me:no! what for?
mom:some exhibition. good food though.
me:alright!i'll be there
my brain fails to comprehend anything when food is mentioned. thus i spent 2 hrs listening to some old woman singing[i think it was sharifah aini?] and malays being typical malays. and the food was not particularly good anyway. food rules my train of thought.
left the place at 10.30. so that was my day. woopee.
oh nuraini, thanks for the advise. these ignorant people SHOULD be ignored.
mood_sticky
music_cursive [tall tales, telltales]
soma coma [12:14:00 AM]
[ Friday, May 16, 2003 ]
fred is coming. i've been eating non-stop. and i'm thirstier than ever. my back aches. i hate fred.
i fucking hate it when people compare me to others. i bumped into a distant aunt the other day and we talked a bit. then she asked me where i was going [school] and i answered 'temasek poly' and she gave me a look and said something so stupid i could have slapped her if she weren't my elder. she asked, stupidly in my opinion, 'but aren't you from cedar?'. the nerve of that witch. it's people like these who bring me down. i could do without them and their stupid assumptions.
i think i rather like the idea of shopping alone.
soma coma [6:54:00 PM]
soma coma [10:45:00 AM]
[ Thursday, May 15, 2003 ]
just came back from grocery shopping with the mothership.and of course unpacking the groceries which i, for some reason, love to do. that was the exciting part of my day.
didn't go out today. had offers but i decided since i'll be going out tomorrow, saturday and sunday, might as well give my wallet a break, even if for a day. for some reason or another, downloading episodes of gilmore girls was super fast today. in fact i downloaded and watched 2 episodes today. normally it would take me 2 days to download 1 episode. not that i'm complaining though. gilmore girls is my theraphy.
my computer looks sort of bare. i peeled off stuff i've stuck onto it for the sole purpose of 'redecorating' and the bareness of it reminds me of a baby's bottom. even though it's not even a living thing. better redecorate it fast.
currently reading prozac nation. again. i remember reading it when i was 15 i think and i was deeply satisfied with the book and myself. the writer seems to know what i was thinking, what i was going through then and what i'm going through now. having a bitch of a headache. think i'll go and take panadol.
soma coma [9:29:00 PM]

"Lady of the Flowers"
What's Your Inner Placebo Song? brought to you by Quizilla
soma coma [12:47:00 PM]
[ Wednesday, May 14, 2003 ]
my computer's being a bitch.[i have a feeling it's a she]
today i felt as if my theme song was femme fatale[velvet underground]. it started when i was showering in the morning and suddenly i started singing it. and when i was staring out from the window on a bus and nico's singing voice saying 'the things she does to please' kept playing over and over. not that i mind. i'd rather have lou reed and nico's voice in my head, luring me into false calmness.
that boy once told me something that i cannot seem to forget. he said and i quote "you girls. blame everything on pms. i'm not even sure anymore there's even such a thing as pms." and then he rolled his eyes. i miss him.
i'm sure now. courtney killed kurt.
soma coma [10:12:00 PM]

You are bisexual glam-rocker Brian Slade (a.k.a.
Maxwell Demon).
Which Velvet Goldmine Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Oh my dear
Every salted tear
It wrings
Bitter-sweet applause
soma coma [9:38:00 PM]
just had a long, hot shower. am beginning to feel more like a person.
today i didn't comb my hair. i left in a hurry and realised that i didn't comb my hair only on the bus. was forced to comb through using my fingers and the back of a cd. aargh. thank god my hair is slightly shorter. it made the awkward task seem a tad bit more tolerable.
turns out that an ex-primary schoolmate of mine is currently in the same jc as amal. it's a small world, literally.
my mom me a nice shirt. it doesn't look like the sort of shirt a mom would buy for a daughter. hmmm. i'm suspicious. or paranoid. either way, i'm demented.
i need a job! *help, anyone?*
mood_clean
music_get up kids
soma coma [7:56:00 PM]
[ Tuesday, May 13, 2003 ]
haahaa
soma coma [3:23:00 PM]
i think i'm an old soul trapped in a young girl's body.
oh well.
mood_bored
music_red hot chili peppers
soma coma [2:55:00 PM]
[ Monday, May 12, 2003 ]
jenna won survivor: amazon
how could this be. it should have been either rob/matthew.
why do i even care?
-cos i'm a freak, that's why-
soma coma [5:35:00 PM]
i am one fucked up biatch!
soma coma [5:33:00 PM]
of all the flowers, methinks a rose is best.
it is the very emblem of a maiden;
for when the west wind courts her gently,
how modestly she blows, and paints the sun
with her chaste blushes!
when the north comes near her,
rude and impatient, then, like chastity,
she locks her beauties in her bud again,
and leaves him to base briers.
she is a wondrous fair.
methinks a rose is best.
soma coma [12:31:00 PM]
[ Sunday, May 11, 2003 ]
soma coma [11:26:00 PM]
i cut my hair~i cut my hair~i cut my hair~
i love my hair~i love my hair~i love my hair~
ugly gums went on and on and on and on. disposable cameras*esp cheap ones*are shit. laksa cooked by my granny was delicious. i need to find a photo booth to take passport size photos. i need a new face to take passport size photos. i need to re-dye my hair. i want money. i want work. why won't anybody hire me?
i talked to that certain person and i felt better about everything. then i cut my hair. and i love it[can you tell]
mood_perky
music_i feel pretty[west side story]
soma coma [11:14:00 PM]
i want
soma coma [12:06:00 AM]
[ Saturday, May 10, 2003 ]
i suddenly remember having a pair of nike tennis shoes.so naturally i went looking for it in my storeroom. BIG mistake. here's what i found instead.
my mother has: 19 pairs of shoes, 2 pairs of boots*m)phosis* [minus the 9 pairs i know are at the shoe rack]
my father has: 8 pairs of shoes[minus the one pair at the shoe rack]
i have: 5 pairs of shoes[minus 4 pairs that are at the shoe rack]
my family has: 23 umbrellas,
house warming gifts[most of which have not been opened]: 4 dinner sets, 2 rice cookers, 1 egg-apart set[like the one from tv], 3 bed sheets[pretty tacky colours] and much, much more.
my mother has way too many pairs of shoes[i'm just sore cos she's a size 5 and i'm 7] but i found a pair of bowling shoes that belonged to my dad and it's so old, i absolutely love it. it's mine now.
i didn't find my nike tennis shoes.
soma coma [11:45:00 PM]
had to go for a medical check-up just now. it was not time consuming, not much at least. but i wanted it to be.
bought shoes for mommy and aunt dearest for mother's day. horrible news:both were the wrong sizes. my mom's was too big. my aunt's was too small. so have to go back to change. probably tomorrow. energy-consuming.
i have to take passport size photos for some forms. but i'm having a bad hair decade. and my zits are gone but i can still feeeel them. i hate taking photos! hah! as if.
mood_worried
music_belle and sebastian[i don't love anyone]
soma coma [9:24:00 PM]
[ Friday, May 09, 2003 ]
i was once contented. i was once happy. what happened to those days. when i was really purely happy. or were they just figments of my imagination? i don't know the meaning of bliss anymore.
i yearn for a second chance in life. to undo everything i did. everything i didn't do. everything.
i want to be trigger-happy
soma coma [11:04:00 PM]
[ Thursday, May 08, 2003 ]
the things you get via email~
If I were a stone, I would be: stones have names?
If I were a tree, I would be: a willow
If I were a bird, I would be: an owl so i can pull a linda blair
If I were a machine, I would be: a computer
If I were a tool, I would be: a chainsaw
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: morning glory
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: a cold, stormy one
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: a unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a drum set
If I were an animal, I would be: a tiger
If I were a color, I would be: black/red
If I were an emotion, I would be: angst
If I were a vegetable, I would be: spinach[me love me veggies]
If I were a sound, I would be: howling wind
if I were an Element, I would be: fire
If I were a car, I would be: why car?
If I were a song, I would be: open fire by silverchair
If I were to trade places with another person, it would be: james dean
If I were a movie, I would be: little women[though i hate the ending]
If I were a food, I would be: that sinfully delicious bun from saint cinnamon
If I were a place, I would be: the highlands in scotland
If I were a material, I would be: suede
If I were a taste, I would be: sour/sweet like good wine
If I were a religion, I would be: erm
If I were an object, I would be: a gun
If I were a word, I would be: catharsis
If I were a body part I would be: eyes
If I were a facial expression I would be: pouting
If I were a subject in school I would be: history
If I were a cartoon I would be: helga from hey arnold
If I were a shape I would be: a pentagon
If I were a number I would be: 24
If I were a month I would be: january
If I were a day of the week I would be: tuesday
If I were a time of day I would be: 11.11 am
If I were a direction I would be: north-east
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a bed
If I were a sin I would be: lust
If I were a historical figure I would be: adolf hitler
If I were a liquid I would be: caramel
If I were a method of death I would be: heart attack
If I were a planet I would be: jupiter
If I were a scent I would be: fragile by jean paul gaultier
If I were a sea animal I would be: an eel
soma coma [11:45:00 PM]
the man who's constantly starring in my erotic dreams an fantasies. so i'm superficial and pervertic. who the fuck isn't. =)
a man in uniform. yummy
soma coma [9:49:00 PM]
oh the horror! the horror!
them wretched zits are back. aye, they look as if they're gonna stay a while. luckily they's small. who the hell am i kidding. the word is definitely not luckily when it comes to zits
soma coma [9:08:00 PM]
i realised that i'm so consumed with my own little made up world that i am oblivious to things around me. like really around me. and i think that's pretty sad. it's about time i woke up and smell the roses.
my neighbour is kinda cute.
my aunt bought me a jar of issey miyake's l'eau d'issey[yeah i can't pronounce it too] body cream. it smells super good. and the jar is cute. i love my aunt. note to self:buy her something for mother's day
which reminds me. i need to get my mother day gifts. i'm probably going cheapskate. roses'll do won't it mother dear.
i wanna go bathe and use the cream asap[hah!] ciao
mood_hyper
music_silverchair[after all these years]
soma coma [8:24:00 PM]
[ Tuesday, May 06, 2003 ]
i watched x2 yesterday night with the parentship [i know i'm such a loser] but it was fun not having to pay for the tickets! and x2 was so good i didn't mind watching it with the parentship and nightcrawler was super cool. i wanna be his girl!
besides that i bought those yummy buns from saint cinnamon again. and i need to lose at least 20 pounds before my medical check-up on saturday. yes, i have to go for a medical check-up before poly starts in july. which sucks cos i HATE the weighing machine. it's my worst enemy. aargh. i need to stop eating.
i think i'll go take a bath now.
soma coma [1:51:00 PM]
[ Monday, May 05, 2003 ]
soma coma [2:38:00 PM]
[ Sunday, May 04, 2003 ]
i have stopped combing my hair cos i read somewhere that it'll curl naturally if you don't comb it. and i'm one of those 'lucky' few whose hair looks the same with or without combing. i'm feeling so fortunate *can you sense my excitement*
yesterday was tiring. first of all, i forgot to bring my damn camera! i only realised it on the bus. but me and ama shared money to buy a disposable one which doesn't have any flash. bleah. but it was okay. no interesting pictures to take anyway.
the gig started with a fucking hiphop preview which lasted just over an hour. what kind of preview lasts for more than one hour anyway. and the hiphop was so amateur-ish it was almost sad. me and ama were treating it like a free stand up comedy show. and it was kinda wet so we stood throughout the whole thing.
then 73 played and it got a bit better. the skins and punks weren't very violent in their skanking which was kinda sad. wish they were more rowdy, in hopes of scaring away skanks and hiphop-ers away. too bad THAT didn't happen.
waited so long for the marilyns to play. say, more than 3 hours? then nurul came and ama left. and we went to eat and came back just in time to see abang im play. he looked kinda cool up there *beams* so proud of him. damn i want my own band! other than that the day was super draggy, if there's such a thing.
now i'm dl-ing episodes of gilmore girls, buffy and smallville. go lex!
mood_hyper. NOT
music_velvet underground
soma coma [10:31:00 PM]
[ Saturday, May 03, 2003 ]
i'm awake. even better, i'm awake and clean. i just took a long shower.
supposed to meet ama at taka before going to the gig at youth park. nurul will probably come much later. hope she doesn't miss anything good. i'm going to wear my retarded skirt. let people see the dork that is me.
note to self:buy film for camera. note to the mothership:i want a digital camera!
mood_hungry
music_queen of the stone ages
soma coma [1:49:00 PM]
[ Friday, May 02, 2003 ]
look ma! my bracelet matches my beaded curtains!
yes people, i made a bracelet with the leftover beads i had from my beaded curtain project. i'm bored, can you tell?
i wanna cut my hair. it's killing me. the fucking heat is totally killing my plans for long-ER hair. what to do? and furthermore i do not want to cut it really short. only my mom and other anorexic people can carry it off. how now, brown cow.
madonna's new single is so full of crap. the lyrics are bull. there's even a cute 'rap' part which she sounds terrible in. i stopped liking her when she did 'music'. ear plugs, anybody?
i think jenna and heidi are lesbos.
mood_dry-er
music_garbage
soma coma [11:01:00 PM]
i
cheated again. how could they vote her out! poor thing.
walked around with nadia[oh donna] today. bought a dress and a great book[encycclopedia of the third reich] for 10 bucks. pretty worth it. currently reading a book called 'fat tuesday'. very appealling name i know *smirks* but it's pretty good.
need to buy undies and a shirt. any shirt. any red shirt. any red shirt that's cheap.
mood_dry
music_finch[grey matter]
soma coma [8:29:00 PM]
[ Thursday, May 01, 2003 ]

You are "Kalidescope". You are unique and
creative to boot, but if anyone calls you
weird, kick 'em square in the ass because
you'll be a revolutionary some years later.
What Siouxsie and the Banshees Album are you? brought to you by Quizilla
woopee
soma coma [10:23:00 PM]
i love this photo for some reason. oh and my dad is the fourth one standing from the left-hand side. his hair is like a lion's mane. and check out the afro from the dude standing second from right. haha. the hair of yester-years
oh and spike is so sexy. he has my permission to suck my blood[among others] woohoo.
soma coma [9:47:00 PM]
i'm puzzled. i woke up at 1 slept again at 5 and woke up at 7. which can only mean i sleep more than the average person. how can a person sleep so much and still feel, worn out? i'm thinking of two possibilities. one, i'm so free that it has become a habit. two, i'm a mutant. either way it's not good. what if i can't shake the 'habit' off when i start school in July? or if i'm a mutant, what if i have to wear those black leather suits those x-men have to wear? *shivers*
yesterday i actually bought something from saint cinnamon. yes, people who know me well may remember me saying yuck everytime i pass by the shop. but i bought these delicious buns and it totally changed my perspective about cinnamon. at least a bit of it. it was chocolate and cheese, i know i know, sounds almost disgusting but oh my god the taste is 'oh-so-perfect'. i think i'm a fan.
my army pants have been transformed into a skirt by none other than moi. yes, i'm now contemplating a career in tailoring. NOT. one was enough thank you very much. it is kinda weird looking cos I made it haahaa. well, at least it has its own personality, at least that's what i keep telling myself.
thursday's boring. nothing good on tv.
mood_in like
music_venus in furs[bitter-sweet]
soma coma [9:42:00 PM]