[ Friday, November 28, 2003 ]
havent been out visiting much cos everybody seems to be working. but tomorrow and sunday will probably be out till morning going to houses of people i see once a year.watched duplex yesterday. and thats about as exciting as my week could get. oh, went to school for the dumb revision lecture. what a fucking waste of time. the lecture was just some woman giving us the answers to the exam paper. i swear there was nobody there i recognise, except for my friend's friend's boyfriend. aaaargh.
here are some pictures from hari raya. there are more, plenty more where that came from but in order to save what little face i have left, i shall not make them viewable to anyone but me
oh oh oh! my mom caught my neighbour stealing our newspaper!
soma coma [8:15:00 PM]
[ Thursday, November 27, 2003 ]
i'm sorry to be the one to say this but hari raya is hypocrisy at its best.soma coma [12:50:00 AM]
[ Monday, November 24, 2003 ]
yeay yeay besok raya!!so my phone bill for last month showed that i made a 37 second phone call to the philipines. which i swear i didnt make. my mom thinks i made a filipino friend through the irc and called him/her. LaughOutLoud. what, does she think i'm 13 or something.
so i uploaded the photos.
click on both photos dawg.
so anyway. tomorrow is hari raya. i wanna take this oppurtunity *ahem* to wish all my muslim blog-readers selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin. if i did or said anything that maybe you think is 'offensive', i apologise from the bottom of my heart. okay maybe not, but i will act apologetic. and we all know its the same bloody thing.
anyways, i'm out.
soma coma [5:20:00 PM]
[ Sunday, November 23, 2003 ]
dazam dazam dazam!
stolen from nad's blog. more here
i am going to clean my room now. room on fire. ciao.
soma coma [3:39:00 PM] ah, finally. i left the house today. met nadia for another ye-ye outing. todays theme was those pseudo ballerina skirts. met at bugis for some window shopping. why are things so goddamn expensive? and this is only partly because i am semi-broke. nad wanted to buy more ballerina-like skirts so we went around looking for it. she found one at the bugis market but not enough cash. i saw a godfather tshirt there once but forgot where the shop was. to be honest, all the shops look the same there. grrrrr.
then we took a bus to parkway parade to break fast there. there was a pakcik on the bus that was super scary. when we reached the place, i got pissed cos so many fucking malays were eating nonchalantly at the food place that were crowded with malays waiting to break fast. i mean hey, i'm not the religious sort but its a pretty disgusting sight.
picture-taking galore! wow i havent uploaded pictures from last week. heh. will try to upload them on monday. anyhow, me and nad [who brought her mom's digicam along] took plenty of pictures. especially at some overhead bridge. ate ice-cream but couldnt finish it as usual and since neither nurul or amalina was there, i had to throw it away.
yeah this is a public appeal. any accounts whiz out there? please, please help me. i do not want to fail the stupid sup paper cos re-taking accounts is like reliving some ncc punishment but i think i'll take ncc punishment over accounts anyday. I BEG OF YOU.
they all ran after the farmer's wife.
who cut off their tails with a carving knife.
have you ever seen such a thing in your life?
soma coma [12:00:00 AM]
[ Friday, November 21, 2003 ]
no seriously, how many of were actually suprised by this?
i swear the past 2 days were the most useless days of my life.
got back my results. as higly expected, failed accounts. B's and C's for the rest. how the fuck am i supposed to actually pass something that i barely understand? this whole business course is beginning to sound like a huge mistake. then again, if it werent for the parentship, i wouldnt even be taking it. this might come off as a cliche but i'm so fucking confused with my actual purpose on this pathetic place called earth.
next tuesday is hari raya and on wednesday i have school at 9-11. woofuckinghoo.
soma coma [9:49:00 PM]
[ Thursday, November 20, 2003 ]
GO
soma coma [4:52:00 PM]
[ Wednesday, November 19, 2003 ]
i eat toothpaste for breakfast. tomorrow i will be going out with naz and nurul. i think the last time i actually saw naz was at baybeats. wonder if she still has the 'step-jap' hair. heh. nurul's broke so we'll probably just break fast at town and hang around. will take many many pictures.so the collage thing for my bare wall is finally done. its so amateurish it hurts. but its nice enough and it covers my wall. so.
not sleeping till sahur and sleeping only after that is taking its toll on my body. it's sore when i wake up at 1 the next afternoon. its not that i dont try to sleep. i just cant. tiring business.
did i mention how great the new strokes album is? no? well, it's great.
soma coma [10:48:00 PM]
[ Tuesday, November 18, 2003 ]
so my results will be out on saturday. i wish it was sooner though cos this waiting period doesnt sit well with me.saturday saturday saturday.
i'm ungrounded by the way [shout out to chris]
la.la.la.
soma coma [10:57:00 PM] yesterday was a long day. started off by going to the tailor for some alterations on my baju kebaya. she made it damn huge for some reason so had to go and tighten the back and the side. blah blah blah. the tailor's husband talked to my mom and i while his wife was sewing and it was more of an interrogation actually. he scared me.
then off to plaza sing's marks and spencer where i blew 40 bucks on undergarments [hah]. then took a very crowded train to geylang to get more hari raya stuff. my mom and i bought one baju kurung each. kinda plain but heck i like it. bold designs are oh-so 1990s. at 6.20 we realised that the restaurant we wanted to breakfast at was full. last minute decisions were made and we took a cab to parkway parade to break fast.
and wow. that place has changed so goddamn much since i last went which was around june last year. its much, much better. as a kid i went there only cos i wanted to play at the arcade. i dont think the arcade is there anymore though. then took a cab home. was very very tired.
but i didnt sleep yesterday. couldnt sleep. not until after sahur this morning. boy the insomnia is getting worse. wondering if i need to go see the doctor or something. i spend the night instead rearranging and redecorating my bedroom. after sahur i slept at 6 in the morning till 1 this afternoon. see how utterly boring my life is?
and i think there are cockroaches living in my aircon. pictures of stuff tomorrow fellow humans.
soma coma [2:53:00 PM]
[ Saturday, November 15, 2003 ]
you know, its just as well that i'm grounded. what, with the 2 new pimples that has unfortunately claimed my face as their new[temporary!] homes.me and naddy were planning to go shopping today. cos i finally had money. but nooooo. i had to stay at home, almost rotting. spent the day instead making 2 collages of old and new pictures for my bare walls. hey! at least i was being productive. wonder when this cold war will end this time. the longest was around 2 weeks. hope it wont be as long. jeez.
i've been thinking. what came first, the lesbo or the fag?
soma coma [11:06:00 PM]
[ Friday, November 14, 2003 ]
hello everybody. my name is Nadia and i'll be 18 in less than two months. and i'm grounded as of yesterday. till oh i dont know when. fucking lame if you ask me.i hate the person who grounded me with a passion right now. but then again, i hate very easily. ask anyone.
anyway, before the drama happened last night, met up with ain at spotlight to buy stuff. finally bought something to decorate my bags with. it was crowded yesterday for some reason. after that we went to the loo and took pictures. yeah i'm a toilet person. then we left the place and took NEL home. and ain had to buy rice [muakakaka] at cold storage. then we left compass point. oh and she made me a candle, which was jinxed.
blah blah blah am so pissed right now blah blah blah.
soma coma [11:45:00 AM]
[ Tuesday, November 11, 2003 ]
i only have one thing to say.thank god for the existence of pink panadols.
soma coma [10:09:00 PM]
[ Monday, November 10, 2003 ]
you're supposed to click on the picture.
two things that i'm looking forward to this week. watching scary movie with ain on thursday or friday and shopping with naddy on saturday. which means i have nothing to do on the other days of this wretched week. screw you.
anyway, this is too funny.
soma coma [9:45:00 PM] i hate it that competetion is taking over our friendship. it's a sad thing, this. we could have had fun together. we could have stuck by each other like real friends do. could have, should have, would have. does it matter anyway?
yes. yes, it fucking does.
i cant seem to pinpoint the exact moment when everything started to fall apart, i really cant. but that thing about sharing responsibility? bullshit. believe me when i say it's all your fucking fault. all yours.
soma coma [2:34:00 PM]
[ Friday, November 07, 2003 ]
went out with ain as a post-exams celebration today. watched identity which had a great plot twist. and something funny, or sad depending on how you look at it, happened and we couldnt stop snickering.this kid and her group of friends were coming into the theater and a trailer of some korean horror movie was playing. this girl shrieked and stood at the stairs. and 2 of her friends were consoling her and hugging her while she buried her face into one of their shoulders. if that isnt pathetic enough, we realised that she was fucking crying. crying. oh my god, she has got to be the biggest loser ever. we just burst out laughing and made smart-ass comments but they looked too stupid to understand. but ppl. that was too funny. i'm glad none of my friends are as lame as that.
after that ain and i went to spotlight cos i wanted to find materials to re-vamp my old bags. which was such a hard decision cos there were so many different pretty patterns and me being the picky bitch who cant seem to make up her mind after almost an hour there, i didnt get anything. well anything to do with re-vamping my old bags that is. got a black beaded bracelet. ain also got a bracelet and a box which had another smaller box inside. and she gave it to me. well, maybe cos i partially forced her too. saw rab and her guy. and ain's friend sameema.
had fun today cos i was anticipating sleep, tv and more sleep. glad she asked me out. glad i watched identity. glad we got to talk. and we didnt take pictures! damn.
watching survivor now. burton is such a hottie. *sigh*.
/edit: does any of you know how much this or something that looks like this costs here in singapore? i need a belt. no really, i do.
soma coma [10:14:00 PM]
[ Thursday, November 06, 2003 ]
so. my exams officially ended as of 11 am today. everybody was smiling away, looking so happy and ecstatic. but on the inside, everybody was thinking 'freedom. well, at least until the sup paper starts'.we [me, nurul, ashila and kham] decided to celebrate by having a girls' day out. but it's pretty difficult trying to enjoy yourself when your stomachs' making awful noises and you cant do anything about it and your throats' so dry that talking is tiring. we decided to watch uptown girls because well, its a girls day out. big mistake. it was a draggy, boring movie that was gratingly cute.
we then proceeded to borders to look for books and listen to cds. and i saw a james dean calendar that i just might buy. too bad he had to die so young. the good ones die so young. and i bought room on fire by the strokes. will listen to it later.
took a whole bunch of photographs at the girls loo at wheelock place, the one near marks & spencer. and on the way to the mrt station. and at the mrt station. and on the mrt itself. its a fucking waste that my stupid usb port is spoilt. a huge fucking waste.
so basically despite the sucky movie, we managed to have fun. and every once in a while we would complain of hunger and stare at the ice cream being sold outside borders like a lost puppy . suckers!
list of movies i wanna watch now that i'm free.
-identity
-duplex
-scary movie 3 [oh you know you think its funny]
-love actually
-lord of the rings [return of the king]
-blahblahblah
just so you know, the whole matrix trilogy has got to be the most overrated bullshit ever. nothing, and i say nothing, can save the movie from the stupid plot and keanu reeves' even stupid-er acting.
some photos for you sweets.
this is the kid i'm in love with
he's 2 months old and he knows how to smirk like elvis
i wanna bite off his cheeks
midget fingers
oh my god i'm so going to sleep.
soma coma [8:28:00 PM]
[ Monday, November 03, 2003 ]
ok wow my accounts paper is over and done with. i am happy that its over even though i definitely have to seat for the subpaper. well, i'll worry bout that later.i actually had the cheek to go to geylang yesterday night even though i had not completed studying my accounts, not that i gave a rat's ass anyway. came back late, bathed and slept for about 2 hours maybe. woke up at 4.45, ate, studied, bathed[again] and went to school at around 7. you know the interesting fact is, throughout the whole 2 hour paper, what went through my head was not 'come on nadia, do your very best!'. what did go through my head was 'hurry up and get this thing done so you can go home to catch up on your much need [or wanted] sleep'. i was that unmotivated.
bang! bang!
anyway i have news for people out there. guess what? forwarding chain emails does not [ i repeat does not] help a poor child pay for his brain surgery nor does it make your crush suddenly develop massive feelings of affection for you. i know this might come as a shock to most of you but it's true. so you cant stop forwarding them. to me at least. goddit?
my mom didnt go to work today so couldnt upload the photos. so no promised photos. tomorrow i think. i hope.
econs tomorrow at 2. pray for me suckers and wish me luck i probably need it a lot.
pop-up ads are irritating as hell.
soma coma [9:50:00 PM]
[ Saturday, November 01, 2003 ]
so yesterday nurul was too sick to watch the movie with me at the last minute so i watched it with mommy dearest. orchard was crowded with people, some in costume. there was a 'jason' from the halloween movies and he looked funny instead of scary. anyway matchstick men was brilliant. a very interesting movie about cheating and conning. nicholas cage was a complusive clean freak con artist and i think this was his only role besides city of angels which i could actually stand.i hate cineleisure! the nachos there are too soggy aka sucked. thank god for the potato wedges and green tea.
anyway, just in case i turn into a wannabe reviewer, i just want to inform you people that my heart has been taken. by a 2 month old kid. i swear this boy is gonna be a heartbreaker when he's all grown up. aaahhhhhhhhhh...........
so i decided to get the new strokes' cd and my mom said i could get 2 more cds cos the kid that i was tutoring got really high scores for his exams. so i'm probably getting them on friday, after my exams are done.
just so you know, I AM GOING TO FAIL MY ACCOUNTS. and it's so sickening cos then i would have to take a sub paper which i am also going to fail. stupid stupid stupid.
i miss my old hair so so so much. and i was this close to cutting my bangs real real short. i think i will, but after hari raya.
i fucking hate that you cant accept the fact that you will always be a copycat and a pretentious fuck. so stop trying to be different cos at the end of the day, you just the pathetic person you always were. if you ask me, you're better off dead.
sorry. well, not really.
soma coma [11:03:00 PM] i saw you standing in the corner
at the edge of a burning light
i saw you standing in the corner
come to me again, in the cold cold night
soma coma [12:13:00 AM]
